Tell me

Am i on the right track?

I suddenly feel so lost and helpless. what am i doing...
please, hold on to me and walk with me.

because i'm so afraid to walk alone.

We put up our best performance on the closing ceremony of IHG.
Thanks KR steppers, for leaving beautiful footprints in my memory.
Love u guys so much! =)

I'm so proud of you. =)

love you more than anything else!

Happy Valentine's day

Valentine's day this year was full of surprises, not forgetting the extra sweetness and warmth u guys have brought to me.

I'm feeling grateful because i'm blessed with all of u, u guys are the ppl who show that u care, not only by words, but also by silent gestures that left me transfixed and speechless.

I've never expected so much. I didn't even have any plans on this so-called special day. But u guys made my day a real extraordinary one. Just wanna say, Thanks, with all my heart.


love u guys soooo much! =)

i'll never shed a single tears on the training mats for a second time.


sorry to have made such a fuss. and thanks.

One moment I feel like i'm the richest person on earth.

Another moment i feel like i'm pathetically poor.


I guess i'd have to loosen my grip. Before i fall hard on the ground and never rise again.

i suddenly forget how to smile

Just don't show as if u care if i mean nothing to u. because it hurts so bad. Real bad.

I think i must be a zebra or a Thomson's gazelle in my past life. Because I can't stand loneliness and i love to live in a herd.

Suddenly i feel like i'm losing everything that's so precious to me.

I never know our friendship can be this fragile. I thought i got it all back, but once again it slips through my fingers, gone, like how it happened long ago.

Thanks because I've learned something again. Yeah. I can get it through, like how i managed to get it through last time. I'm not sure if it will be much easier now, even though I've grown stronger and tougher. But i know I'll get over it, one day.

Sorry because perhaps I've indirectly hurt u in some ways, unconsciously for sure. I really thought u're like any other intimate close friends of mine, share and talk about everything, tease and criticize about everything. Looks like we don't think alike in this. =( sorry yeah dear.

Windy chu3 night. Feeling cold both inside and outside. haha. Thanks to my darl sisters, who still stick to me even after not meeting each other for like.. more than half a year? gosh. that was long! thanks for still loving me. =) i miss u girls, i really do! It feels super good to be able to catch up with u girls again, all the gossips and laughters, it's like back to old days =D *hugz* (wash cups ah.. haha if u girls happen to be reading this.. em em )

Each time when it's time to go back to school, I feel sucky. =(
yeah i do love my hall life back there in singapore, but i wanna spend more time here, with those I wanna spend time with,with those I've missed. Too little time given, yet there are too many things listed in my to-do list. and not many of them are ticked as done. sigh. sorry guys. I'm a real lousy friend yeah?

hey anyway i enjoyed my 3-day-stay here in hometown. Glad to be blessed with a lovely family and lotsa cozy friends. Loveeee u ppl to bits lah! =) For those I didn't manage to meet up with, my deepest apologies k? how i wish i can catch up with every single one of u. really. if only I'm given extra holidays. Give me a hug if we happen to meet up during my next return k? =D

Hope u guys enjoyed ur CNY holidays! ^_^


p/s: loveeee the teddy bear. Potato will be her name alright =D *muack*