No i'm not going back.

i wanna be home. i wanna stay here...

I can laugh and dance when i put work out of my mind.

But when it comes to work,
my body gets sluggish,
my eyes get itchy,
and my brain gets weary.

Tell me WHY tell me whY!!!

i don't know whats with me nowadays.
keep having the feeling that i don't wanna be the current me anymore. i wanna break out of the shell, i wanna be more than just the current me.
A year-two should not be merely like this. I should be more than this.
I'm not good enough.

It was a random dinner gathering - no advanced planning, no extra thoughts, or whatsoever. Yet it was probably one of the best dinners i've ever had in hall starting this academic yr (:

I had so much fun! and we talked and laughed so much! those were all genuine laughters. miss it. and i'm now so excited about YEP! but i don't wanna be the professional sanitary director or whatever you call it. haha i said i dun mind doing it doesn't mean that i SHALL be the one always in charge. u suck butang! i guess i'll cook with wern mama. that sounds fun (:

and oh krishnan! we'll do well in the interview k! so that we don't give annie cheong too much trouble since we were FWOCers once. LOL.

muack. i love u girls! x

u're fat. but i love u. =)

i'm glad we're still good friends. thanks for making a difference in me. since u already said so? hahaha u rock lar!



see! he so fat! XD ouch.

How often are you alone in a day? No, like really alone - not talking, not texting, not even msging via facebook or msn. When are we actually alone to reflect and think about certain things?

At home, there's always mum and dad around, at worse there's always the siblings. Else, there's always the neighbours to talk to.

In school & in hall, you've always been surrounded by friends, if not,you'lll seek them out. On the weekends when hall gets a bit quieter, you'll call other friends out for lunch or dinner. On the way there, you're texting your friend or on the phone about some brainless conversation. More often than not, you'll be out with someone and texting another person(s).

You're never really alone, are you?

Me.... I guess i've never really been alone.

It's time to spend some quality time alone and let mind precipitates. time to sit down and get some serious stuff done.

My ambition

Will you say ,"I have lived as a slave, doing what others wanted me to do"
Will you say, "I have lived as a cartoon, being what other preferred me to be"
Will you say, "I have lived as an echo, saying what others craved to hear"

Or do you share my ambition.

"I’ve lived as me. True to my nature, values and destiny. I approve. Good bye."

Will you be able to die by urself, with urself?
I'm learning.