u know
at times i still think about u.
or maybe i should say, most of the time.
thinking if u're doing good if u've found ur group of friends that u'll safely call them ur good friends. since u once said i wasnt good enough as ur good friend.
whenever u came into my thoughts, i do not know what i'm feeling. what i'm actually feeling about u, about us.
glad that i'm not associated with u anymore?
glad that at least i've tried and it wasnt my fault that it didn't work out?
glad that now u've finally realized my importance and too bad i'm now gone?
glad that i finally don't have to bear with ur sudden moodswing without any warnings?
gosh i hold grudges i must say.
cancerians forgive, but do not forget.
it shouldn't be this way.
i guess i still care. it's just that i'm too weary to be the one taking the first step anymore. i've had enough really.
now all i want to do, is to wish u're happy.
truthfully.

am i not important
that's y u choose to hide your thoughts from me?
i thought we share everything
at least i tell u everything i feel everything i think
even things that i know u won't understand
i still tried
even when i don't feel like speaking at all
i still tried
didn't u always tell me how much i mean to u
but why
why r u making me feel so worthless
maybe you think it's not a big deal
but u know girls r sensitive
and i'm sensitive too.
small things like this..
it hurts.

it was the first time i've ever been home for so long. LOL. longer than a weekend that is. i was home for 5 days! I don't know. Time seems to fly so fast till I couldn't really feel it was actually A DAY already. 5 days at home is definitely not enough. and now i'm back here in Singapore, stuck in my little room with so much nolstagia. i can't believe holiday's gonna be over soon. (damn!) i don't wanna go school! >_<

anyway, got myself a new phone recently. with a new contract, hence a new number of course. and because of this new phone, i managed to snap so many pictures during the period when i was back in Malacca.

so what did i do back home....


Me love home (:


First i visited Mr.Oh..



then i went out with friends! With ray ray around it's never boring!


Happy people! Met up with this bunch of old friends. it was a great catching up session really.


Prata in Singapore is NOTHING compared to this!!!! this is heaven =D~


Oh and i brought grandma for a haircut for RM8...


(before)


(after)
and i brought Pudding out for a haircut too for RM80...T_T


ah and i met up with huangyi for lunch. for once i called him out first. LOL! and i drove him out LOR cannnn


and i went shopping =D~ nice roxy cap? i bought it for my cousin as her bday pressie.. arghh can i buy one for myself too? =(


Had dinner with dad and mom at Taro! wx and ed, if u're reading this, remember we said we'll try it out next time? I tried! it was not bad and the price was like.. CHEAP! for this kind of ambiance i suppose.


(:


pretty mommma with her irritating daughter XD


Oh and of course, i still talk to him everyday (:


right, he's equally irritating.



Just in case u guys have been wondering what model of handphone am using since the quality of the photos seems to be so good..lol yeah this is it.


...sony c902 (:

No i'm not going back.

i wanna be home. i wanna stay here...

I can laugh and dance when i put work out of my mind.

But when it comes to work,
my body gets sluggish,
my eyes get itchy,
and my brain gets weary.

Tell me WHY tell me whY!!!

i don't know whats with me nowadays.
keep having the feeling that i don't wanna be the current me anymore. i wanna break out of the shell, i wanna be more than just the current me.
A year-two should not be merely like this. I should be more than this.
I'm not good enough.

It was a random dinner gathering - no advanced planning, no extra thoughts, or whatsoever. Yet it was probably one of the best dinners i've ever had in hall starting this academic yr (:

I had so much fun! and we talked and laughed so much! those were all genuine laughters. miss it. and i'm now so excited about YEP! but i don't wanna be the professional sanitary director or whatever you call it. haha i said i dun mind doing it doesn't mean that i SHALL be the one always in charge. u suck butang! i guess i'll cook with wern mama. that sounds fun (:

and oh krishnan! we'll do well in the interview k! so that we don't give annie cheong too much trouble since we were FWOCers once. LOL.

muack. i love u girls! x