u know
at times i still think about u.
or maybe i should say, most of the time.
thinking if u're doing good if u've found ur group of friends that u'll safely call them ur good friends. since u once said i wasnt good enough as ur good friend.
whenever u came into my thoughts, i do not know what i'm feeling. what i'm actually feeling about u, about us.
glad that i'm not associated with u anymore?
glad that at least i've tried and it wasnt my fault that it didn't work out?
glad that now u've finally realized my importance and too bad i'm now gone?
glad that i finally don't have to bear with ur sudden moodswing without any warnings?
gosh i hold grudges i must say.
cancerians forgive, but do not forget.
it shouldn't be this way.
i guess i still care. it's just that i'm too weary to be the one taking the first step anymore. i've had enough really.
now all i want to do, is to wish u're happy.
truthfully.