I'm strong!

I've never thought of myself wearing soccer boots, sprinting and running across the muddy field, yelling for ball. Getting new bruises after every training, being burnt by the glaring sun and walking back to hall with mud all over the body as if noone's business.. hahahaha i can't imagine i'm doing this in my Uni life!

Having 0 experience in touch rugby, i was pretty lucky to have got into the hall team and have the chance to learn another new thing in life. Playing with the girls is exciting and encouraging. They are good and experienced, but never despise me as a noob. haha yup they're just another bunch of sporty chiobu with nice personality and amazing passion towards the sport.


my body can perform far better than expected! and i'm proud of myself. =)
but there's so much more to go! jia you!!! =D

disappointed.


such a big fat lie to tell them i'm alright.


no, i'm not alright.
sorry.. i'm not alright..

I'm done!

Finally i'm out of it.


phew.

totally burnt out.
I need a break.


till then.

Christmas~

Step by step moving nearer to the christmas tree .. ..

"I don't want alot for christmas
There is just one thing i need.

I don't care about the presents
Underneath the christmas tree.

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true
All i want for christmas is you. "

... =)

emo lil' thing

Emotion lately has been on a roller coaster ride.

I can be extra excited in a minute, and then go all the way down to the drain in another. All happiness trashed, leaving only frustration and anxiety.


sienz.

wormie

Evolution: Jianie --> Gorilla --> Wormie

Jianie didnt miss home. She was too busy indulging in all block activities, as well as numerous Hall activities.
Gorilla didnt miss home. She was too busy catching up with studies, while going down for training after training till late nights.

Wormie misses home.
Wormie wants to go home, like other malaysians do.

yeah, wormie misses home.

是真的吗

我的心是铁做的。

我没有感情。 我没有感觉。

我是无情的。

不喜欢

不喜欢人家无病呻吟。

不喜欢。

Screwed up bio-clock

I've been seeing sun-rise very frequently recently.
Because i have been staying up till morning most of the time... T_T

Piles of oh-so-boring lecture notes, and tutorial questions that will drive you crazy... ahhhhhh and my body is not protesting! It's adapting! omg! hahaha..
One of the prominent characteristics of living organism: Adapt to change? XD

Phew. But i enjoy working at night. It's more peaceful and i can concentrate better.

Everyone here is smart. everyone here is hardworking. I've gotta keep up on track so that I wont fall too far behind. I dun wanna spend the rest of my pathetic life in NUS, work till vomit blood and eyes popping out and.. hahahaha ( addicted to Happy tree friends omg) to pull up my CAP.. eeeee duwan duwannnn....

JIa you ahh jia youuu
Ohhh mind stops working liaooooo

*concussed*

-

No past year papers.
No model questions.
No text book.
Nothing.

What to expect?
How to prepare?

I don't know.



emo emo emo emo emo emo....
Distressed. =(

*hugz myself*

Sleepless night

HOIIIIIIIIIIIII i couldnt sleeeeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh exam at 9am!!!!! omgggg what m i doing!!!!!

Without you

I'm not selfish.

I just don't know how to live without you.

I know what to do

I told myself, i know what to do.

but do i really know what to do?

I don't even know what am i up to at this moment. I don't even know how will i do in the future.

I have dreams. but some dreams are meant to remain beautiful, remain as a dream. We just can't do anything about it.

so, why dream?

Should I or Shouldnt I. I duno. It's now or forever.

Sigh

sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh

i hate exams.

/_\...

-stressed out-

Regrets

To have regrets is a disgrace to life.

I don't wanna scratch my head in remorse saying "I should have worked harder.."


SO i'm gonna work NOW!
Work for the best for every commitment i have here at the moment.

Mug hard!!!!!!!

I never expect to be in the Dean's list.. haha.. I just hope I can perform my best in every paper =)

"every final is like STPM" Quoted from a senior. Meaningful, and encouraging~

Photos!

this is called Liberty. Cause lotsa blue black because of the tight gripping of legs by the bases. So far the most feared by most of the new flyers!






2-2-1, also known as the pyramid. This is when we flyers need to train our biceps muscles strength.. haha..








This is a Toe Touch Basket Toss. The flyers will have to shrug up in order to shoot right up into the air when being tossed by the basses, and do a side split in the air with the hands touching the toes.

I've got a big smile on my face!

yayyyy~

Got into my liberty on left leg finally! =D
Getting the hang of doing B-toss too! nO fear no fear! and...
TOE-TOUCH!~ WooHoooo!!

2-2-1, Glad Hitch all went well!
Learnt so much today, so fulfilling!

yup, i love this kinda feeling!

Go KR steppers! that's the spirit! Love u guys loads loads *muack*

Screwed up

I had a very bad day today.

Overslept, skipped lessons.
Prolonged wait for practice with voices. Hate their inefficiency. Hate them wasting my time. Hate them making me late for training.
Late for training. perpetual failure of doing Liberty with left leg.
Fell down so many times and made the bases exhausted.
Left early for training, rushed for aca practice.
Learned up the wrong part. hey u're the sop! learn the sop line!!!!


omg. it's all screwed up. i'm so frust.

I love u

I love kraca. I'll continue to love it till the day i leave KR. A family i can't afford to lose.

I love steppers. I enjoy doing every stunts and PT though what i get in return are patches of blue-black and terrible muscles ache.

I love Kr badminton. Though couldn't hold the racket correctly, I enjoy learning.

I love Kr Touch rugby. I have so much fun with all the other sexy babes in the muddy field!

I love my friends. u guys are the ppl i hold on to, whenever, wherever.
Thanks for always being there. "your burden is mine to carry, and your joy is mine to share" .. remember? =)

I miss my friends in malacca. =( i miss all the singings.. i miss the yamcha sessions.. i miss honey lemon green tea....

I love my bro. Though u dun show(at all), i know u care. ^_^

I love my papa and mama. I know i'm missed. i'm sorry cuz sometimes i'm too busy having fun to give u a call.

KR Culture night 07

Culture Night has finally come to an end.





We had been practicing till late nights,
We had fun and we enjoyed every little moments.



The very moment when the audience crowd cheered, when the Dblockers ran towards us with pretty gifts prepared by the block comm, when my best friends ran to me with flowers...
When everyone cuddled and grinned widely to the camera..
I know this moment will last forever.

All i want for Christmas, is you, you, you and you.
yeah, fantastic KR, lovely KrAca, all Diva-ish Dblockers, and sunny Steppers =)


Love the moment sitting around the icecreams, wedges and KaraGe chicken(haha) with all the aca fellas, laughing and singing Christmas carols! (the most hardworking culture group in KR, haha)


I'm glad i'm with u guys =)
BIG BIG thankyous~

Kent Ridge the greatest hall

This is how a hall culture night is like.
This is how we carry out the tech run.
This is how we should do our mic check.
This is how we should coordinate the practices before rehearsal.
This is how we should learn and pick up fast before rehearsal.
This is how we communicate with our partners.
This is how we present ourselves during performances.
This is how we should act after the performances.
This is how we should deal with appropriate time management.

This is how i love my hall. =)
KR rocks!

笑容

我要每天都这样微笑 =)

It's more than just a meeting and supper =)

The steppers had election today.

I finally decided to step out when Siyong nominated me.
Thanks Siyong. Thanks for giving me the confidence to make such decision.

I made a simple and clear speech, expressing myself by being truthful enough, by just being me. I showed them my passion towards Steppers, I told them how was i put down by people's prejudice against Steppers, I shared my thoughts when they asked us questions.

Thanks for the support, fellow steppers. Thanks for having faith in me!
Thanks Deo, Jocelyn and ShiQi. "no matter who got it, We're still steppers" Remember?=)

Later we had our palm prints and signatures on the board and visited the KR steppers' room, our room. =) that will be our home! Pictures of seniors performing during cheerobics and IHG make me feel even more proud to be a KR stepper! Let's strive for Cheerobics champion next year!!!

And then it's supper time! We sang birthday song together, wishing KR steppers a 2-year-old birthday =D love the mango cake from Bakerzin! hahaha siyong!!!! Book for my bday next year okayyyy XD and before starting our steamboat feast, we were given a cert and a gift from the seniors! 2 extraordinary pieces of papers will mean so much to us! Appreciate loads and loadsssssss~


This will be the start of another fulfilling journey ahead.
Writing this not because i succeeded in becoming a KR steppers comm member, but because i am a KR stepper.

We're ready to YELL!!!

简单而真实的快乐

心态，真的很重要。
以不同的心态来面对事情，过程，结果，感受都不同。

与大伙儿围着钢琴练歌，一步步跟着学，默默欣赏着每一个人独有的天分··
我感受到自己的热忱，那种兴奋，那种满足感，恨不得练习再久一点··久一点就好了··

唱着自己从来没唱过的曲风··· 我，一定要进步！我一定要变的很棒！跟他们一样棒!

快乐真的简单得不行。
能够做自己热衷的事情，能够享受自己热衷的事情，能够进一步学习自己热衷的事情，就让我好快乐，快乐得睡不着～



我期待即来临的表演。=)

sorry.. because i frown..

I thought i'm important. because u're important to me.
I never knew my feelings do not matter u at all. or mayb you didnt know that i'd mind?

but it really hurts.

feel like locking myself in the room and never show up.

Dblock Ablock

I'm caught in the middle.

I wanna be selfish. but i can't. because i love them both. =)




I'll let the future takes care of itself.

无题

下雨天···

我·· 想你了。

PISSED

jianie. says:
How's research so far? =)

-M- says:
i havent start..
-M- says:
btw do u have the question?

jianie. says:
wa
jianie. says:
go IVLE

-M- says:
okok..haha
-M- says:
i very slow one ga..only last minute i will fast

jianie. says:
dun leh...
jianie. says:
haha

-M- says:
haha..but dont worry i wont drag down the group

jianie. says:
i thought u're the one who said we should get it done fast?
jianie. says:
we faster finish then can shake leg mah
jianie. says:
haha

-M- says:
haha..yeap but our meeting is this next wed ma rite?
-M- says:
i m a person like that one

jianie. says:
but at least u'll need to have an idea of wat is it about first ba?

-M- says:
but dont worry until the wednesday datelne i will settle everyting
-M- says:
then u know what it is already?

jianie. says:
yeah

-M- says:
actually i m not very free these few days cos of activities
-M- says:
haha
-M- says:
dont worry lar
-M- says:
haha u scared ar now?u scared i might drag u down?

jianie. says:
not only me
jianie. says:
the whole group
jianie. says:
and urself
jianie. says:
=)

-M- says:
haha
-M- says:
i tell u i havent find doesn't mean will not find geh
-M- says:
other group members find already meh?

jianie. says:
we just need everyone to play their part and do their best. that's all

-M- says:
of cos la u think i m the one who would ask u all do all the things and i goyang kaki meh?


.....



!@&^%!#&$!^%#$@*&^!(*BITCH!!!!! WTF!!!

YOU TELL ME LAHHH YOU TELL ME!!! HOW CAN I NOT WORRY!!! WORKING WITH THIS KINDA PPL!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~

KR steppers in Cheerobics 2007

I'm not spoilt. i'll not escape. i'll do fine. =)

perhaps this is the process of growing up...

u lost urself aong the way.. pick urself up.. move forward..
and then u get lost again.. pick up once again.. and continue moving...
lost.. pick up.. move.....

on and off...

until u reach a certain level of maturity.



currently i'm lost. searching my way and learn along the way.
learn to observe, learn to think, learn to filter and learn to keep.



yeah right. i'm the noisy emo little thing. and i love u. thanks sis =)

KR steppers

When you're still overwhelmed with glee for being able to beat the rest and survive a seat in one of the best cheerleading squads in Singapore....

excited, anticipating for the very first training that's yet to come..

u found that, things are not as wonderful as expected. Rumours. condemnation. foul comments. to trust or not to trust? to whine or not to whine?




i choose not to whine. because i choose to trust. And i'll give in all of it.
here i come, steppers! =)

太聪明

我总以为你一般难懂的我
在你了解了以后
其实也没什么
我总是忽冷又忽热
隐藏我的感受
只是怕爱你的心被你看透

猜的没错想得太多
不会有结果
被你看穿了以后
我更无处可躲
我开始后悔不应该太聪明的卖弄
只是怕亲手将我的真心葬送

我猜中你的心
要再一次决定
遥远的距离都是因为太过聪明
我猜中你的心
要再一次决定
缓慢的思绪都是因为太想靠近你




爱上了这首歌
爱上了它的旋律，爱上了它的歌词，爱上了它的吉它伴奏，爱上了静静听着它时的感觉
其实我不傻， 我太聪明
^_^

Too much.

Too much of everything is never good.

Am I putting too much on my plate?




YES.
u've had too much.

给你的

你最近好吗？

我过得很好··· 一切都很好 =)

快开学了，对吗？ 加油哦！
记得，这是人生的转捩点，尽全力，让它有个好的开始，也有好的结束。
享受生活，珍惜身边的种种
找自己，了解自己想要的，为自己努力

祝福你 ^_^

好好照顾自己喔～

真的,就这么简单

茫茫人海中,, 数不清的hi与hello , 一天又一天持续挂着的笑脸... 我也会累..真的...

我享受参与, 而不忘观察,。
很多事，真的很表面 。很多事，真的避免不了。
可能有时是该放下矜持，套上笑眯眯的面具，去面对别人，也面对自己。
也许，情况并没有你想像中那么糟 =)

你就是这么特别。你的与众不同让我看到很多，也想了很多。
很简单，我只想要你快乐。

也许你觉得我什么都不懂，也许我真的什么都不懂，
但我没有恶意，我只要你快乐。

对不起..

最近,真的比较忙.

马不停蹄的一系列Hall orientation活动, school活动,讲座,auditions,练习....
真的忙透了..

连续几天只睡两三小时,终于,病了 T_T

回到房间真的很累,还得洗澡收拾,电脑开着,但真的没时间好好坐下来跟你们聊天..
想分享的有太多太多, 想念也没有减少...
papa..不要讲我来到这里就变了...我没有..... =(

对不起.....

单人房,单人床

我进入了人生的另一个阶段...我适应得非常好..谢谢关心我的朋友 =)

谢谢你们办烧烤会.. 很感恩..辛苦你们了! ^_^ 现在自己一个人想起来还会偷笑..呵呵..
想念你们啊~ T_T



今天大清早就醒了,虽然昨天辗转难眠了一阵...
8点正meet了新朋友,一起去做身体检查.

Melinda和Radit来自印尼,yuhang和alex分别来自perak和sarawak.
而且他们三个都曾经是asian scholars.. 都出生于singapore Junior college...
幸好大家都很friendly,而且不骄傲.. ^_^


有点大便的欲望...
迟点再写啦,没有什么mood酱...

谢谢你们让我如此幸福

能够跟家人一起到云顶吹吹风，一起笑一起闹，真的很幸福··
读着vince写的blog,和大家的回复，真的很幸福···
知道你们愿为我放弃当晚的驻唱回来陪我庆祝生日，真的很幸福···
当你说，“on that day, i'm all urs. =) "， 心好甜··· 真的很幸福···
当你说， 不管有没有课，当天，你一定会回来陪我， 真的很幸福···
你还继续爱我，不埋怨，放任我的自私，真的很幸福···
你会想要打来向我诉心事，代表你信任我，真的很幸福···
三个人，妈咪，阿姨，阿妹，同一个chatroom，百无禁忌地聊内衣内裤，放肆地骂三字经，真的很幸福····
全家人围着老爸，看着他挥刀开榴连，然后大吃一顿，真的很幸福···
收到你从老远爱丁堡寄来的简讯，真的很幸福···
知道你把自己作为你friendster featured friends的其中一员，真的很幸福··
回到家，还有你在家门口蹦蹦跳跳地迎接，真的很幸福···

我的快乐很简单。因为只要一感到幸福，我就会满足。

谢谢你们让我如此幸福·····

A far more accurate account of the events of that fateful morning...

Baby bear goes downstairs, sits in his small chair at the table, and helooks into his small bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating myporridge?" he squeaks.
Daddy Bear arrives at the big table and sits in his big chair. He looksinto his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating myporridge?!?" he roars.

Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen andyells,"For God's sake, how many times do we have to go through this with youidiots?
It was Mummy Bear who got up first.It was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house.
It was Mummy Bear who made the coffee.It was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night and puteverything away.
It was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetchThe newspaper and croissants.
It was Mummy Bear who set the damn table.
It was Mummy Bear who put the bloody cats out, cleaned the litter boxes,gave the cats their food, and refilled their water.
And now that you've decided to drag your sorry bear-asses downstairs andgrace Mummy Bear with your grumpy presence, listen carefully, becauseI'm only going to say this once....



I HAVEN'T MADE THE F***ING PORRIDGE YET!!!"

气球

谢谢你挂在大门上的气球。
有着笑眯眯的眼睛，还有上扬的嘴巴，飘在半空，对着我笑。
跟你平时听不懂我讲话而傻笑的时候一模一样···

我笑着解开系在门上的线，心却很酸，鼻子也很酸。
气球依然孩子气地微笑，真诚，不做作地微笑····

我不想放开气球。但若不放开，总有一天气球会漏气而掉回地面。
放开的话，也许气球能飞得高高的，去找寻自己的天堂···

届时，

也许我能更放心地离开。

心情

怎么了？

我不知道。

人，将飞离这里。
心，也飞离了自己。


我··· 迷路了。

QUOTE

Saw this sticker with the quote like this on someone's car windscreen:

JESUS LOVES YOU.
everyone else thinks u're an asshole.


HAHAahHAHahahahHAHa~!!!!!
funnyyyyyyy daooooo~

i'm gonna STOP here.

Thanks for the night -- bobo, ah gong, yun yun, chris, jocelyn, zhihong, and not forgetting, ah bung and yu darling. u guys are awesome~ thankssss a heap! appreaciate it...whole heartedly!

i'm gonna miss the stage..
miss the laughters..
miss the damn humming mic..
miss the time we gobbled down the food 2minutes before going up to the stage...
miss the applause..
miss..... EVERYTHING!
=) i'm lucky.

it sure was a wonderful night.

难过

如果不在乎， 哪来潺潺的泪·····


久违了，心痛的感觉。

cuppy cake song

超可爱！！！！ 原唱者哦！

改次唱我的版本给你们听～ 呵呵··

不喜番这种感觉。

我不喜番这样！！！

为什么？ 为什么要改变？



我不懂······

布丁的手术日

布丁动了结扎手术。

平时看的都是其他狗狗的手术，早已麻木了。现在躺在手术台上的是自己的布丁宝贝,我竟然好紧张！

布丁很坏！麻醉针打了还是不肯熟睡！刀子刚在她肚皮上一划，她就哇哇叫了起来！
看来她神经特别敏感···我想她肯定是痛死了··我心也绞了一下···但是我可是堂堂吴大兽医，要镇定要镇定·················Top Up麻醉药，手术顺利进行。

手术后的布丁，无精打采，没食欲，也没生气···还一直呕吐····
全家人都为她着急，为她心疼··

我漂亮的宝贝呀～你要快快好起来哦！

病病··

阿妹生病了。

病很重， 鼻塞很严重， 鼻涕很多，喉咙痛很严重，咳嗽很严重···
我没有发烧 ···

但是····

但是···

我明天唱歌！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我要唱歌！！！ 快点好···· T_T




做么有些人生病还可以唱歌，还可以唱酱好···
我··· 我··· *泪流满面*








written on 13th June, 11.47pm with the " i'm-sick-please-pity-me" look.


credits to celia jie! =D *hugz*

过长堤～

我从马六甲睡到新加坡～睡了三个小时贼么多，就到了。

下榻的5-star酒店很美，想在这里跟你们分享看看有几美····· 安南出城酱···





酒店和shopping complex是连接的，入口处就在购物中心的某个不起眼的角落··· 结果一推开门，吓到阿妹一下～ 贼么豪华！！！

第一次见过这么特别的酒店设计。

一层层的房间，酒店正中间还有个大天窗～ 帅呀！

lounge bar - 漂亮的设计 bird's view － 像不像玩具？

夜幕底垂时有现场小型ochestra演奏哦！

很有情调， 很有 feel 一下。

晚上 － 众灯皆醒

当晚有一对新人办婚礼酒席，哇，豪华到～

舒服漂亮的床

这只是deluxe的，16楼以上的first class suite room更够力！

一流的浴室， 可以当卧室咯其实···

两个马桶···左边的是洗屁屁用的！

可能照片里没能让你们感受出那种豪华感，又或则你们觉得我是kampung来的，普通的酒店就兴奋得哇哇叫,但我真的很enjoy!

谢谢uncle auntie对我们这么好～

吓死你们吓死你们！！！

是谁一直讲我像吴君如的？？？？
是谁？？？？

好吧～让我告诉你们，我比君如姐更加有魅力！！！！！！！！！！！

呵呵呵··是不是前途无量叻各位？？？

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！！！！

I found one interesting article on the internet, and it is from Utusan Malaysia dated 03 Nov 2006. You should read.

Quote:

Anjing mengandungi cacing pita Bersama:MOHD. FARID RAVI ABDULLAH SOALAN SAYA tertarik dengan soalan dan jawapan mengenai hukum haram anjing dan babi. Saya mempunyai soalan lanjut mengenai hal tersebut. Saya menetap di sebuah negara bukan muslim. Sekali-sekala, apabila bersiar-siar di taman atau melawat rumah rakan-rakan bukan muslim, terdapat anjing jinak yang merapati diri saya. Memandangkan saya telah dididik sejak kecil agar mengelakkan daripada menyentuh anjing, saya sedaya-upaya melarikan diri daripada anjing-anjing tersebut. Hal ini secara tidak langsung meninggalkan pandangan buruk masyarakat bukan Islam terhadap sikap umat Islam yang memandang hina terhadap haiwan-haiwan ini. Sebagai seorang muslim, saya berasa bertanggungjawab untuk memberikan ulasan terbaik kepada mereka tentang hal ini agar Islam tidak dipandang serong. Apakah cara terbaik untuk saya menjelaskan hal ini? JAWAPAN Islam agama kesihatan, kesejahteraan dan keharmonian. Sebab itulah agama Islam mengajar penganutnya supaya berwaspada dalam setiap tindak tanduk supaya tidak menghampiri sesuatu yang boleh memudaratkan dirinya. Kadang-kadang kita menganggap masyarakat Barat itu mempunyai kehalusan budi dan perikemanusiaan yang tinggi serta menaruh kasih-sayang kepada semua binatang yang hidup. Mereka menganggap, bahawa Islam itu bersikap keras terhadap binatang yang dapat dipercayai, tunduk dan amanah. Di dalam mencari jawapan terhadap persoalan ini, saya kira jawapan oleh Dr. Muhammad Yusof Qaradawi adalah yang terbaik. Apa yang dinyatakan dalam kitab Halal dan Haram. Beliau membawa penjelasan berdasarkan kepada kajian saintifik seorang sarjana Jerman. Huraian dijelaskan dalam sebuah artikel mengenai bahaya yang akan timbul kerana memelihara anjing. Beliau menyatakan: “Bertambahnya musibah yang diderita umat manusia pada tahun terakhir yang disebabkan oleh anjing, memaksa kita untuk memerhatikan secara khusus tentang betapa bahaya yang nampak sekali disebabkan oleh anjing, lebih-lebih situasinya bukan terbatas kerana memelihara tetapi sampai kepada bermain-main dan mencium serta mengusap-usap anjing dengan tangan oleh anak-anak kecil dan orang-orang dewasa. “Bahkan banyak sekali anjing-anjing itu menjilat bekas-bekas makanan yang ada di piring orang tempat menyimpan makanan dan minuman manusia.” Apa yang dijelaskan ialah sejenis cacing yang dikenal pasti dengan nama ‘cacing pita’ yang berpindah ke dalam tubuh manusia melalui gigitan, jilatan atau usapan, apatah lagi kalau dicium dan dibawa tidur seperti mana yang dilakukan oleh orang Barat. Cacing pita ini bentuknya sangat kecil sekali. Cacing ini akan nampak pada diri manusia dalam bentuk jerawat. Cacing ini terdapat juga pada binatang-binatang lain terutama babi tetapi pertumbuhannya tidak secepat cacing pita pada anjing. Terdapat juga pada anak-anak anjing hutan dan serigala tetapi jarang ada pada kucing. Cacing-cacing ini tidak dapat tumbuh pada diri manusia dan haiwan, melainkan berupa jerawat-jerawat dan bisul-bisul baru yang satu sama lain sangat berbeza dengan cacing pita itu sendiri. Kebanyakan bisul ini menyerang hati manusia dan akan nampak dalam bentuknya yang berbeza-beza tetapi kebanyakan kemudian pindah pada paru-paru, lengan, limpa dan anggota yang lain. Semua ini dapat berubah bentuk maupun keadaannya dengan perubahan yang besar sekali, sehingga dalam waktu relatif pendek sukar untuk dapat dibezakan dari yang biasa. Natijahnya, bahawa bisul ini kalau aktif sangat boleh mengancam kesihatan manusia dan menjadikan kehidupan seseorang itu menderita kesakitan. Sampai hari ini belum ada jalan untuk mengubatinya. Cuma kadang-kadang cacing-cacing ini akan mati dengan sendirinya dan kadang-kadang antibodi seseorang itu akan melawan dan bertindak mematikan racun-racun cacing pita tadi. Justeru, demi menjaga kesihatan dan kelangsungan hidup manusia, jangan bermain-main dan berdekatan dengan anjing. Begitu pula anak-anak supaya tidak membiasakan bergaul dengan anjing. Jangan biarkan tangannya dijilat anjing dan jangan dibenarkan anjing-anjing itu tinggal di tempat permainan anak-anak. Sebab sangat disesalkan, sering kita lihat ada beberapa anjing yang berkeliaran di tempat-tempat olahraga anak-anak. Di samping itu, harus disediakan pula bejana-bejana khusus untuk makanan anjing. Jangan dibiarkan anjing-anjing itu menjilat piring-piring yang biasa digunakan oleh manusia. Jangan pula dibiarkan anjing-anjing itu keluar dan masuk di kedai-kedai makanan, pasar-pasar umum, warung-warung dan sebagainya. Semua orang harus mengambil bahagian khusus untuk menghindarkan anjing daripada apa saja yang bersentuhan dengan makanan dan minuman manusia. Dengan demikian, maka kita dapat tahu betapa Rasulullah melarang kita untuk bergaul dengan anjing dan memperingatkan kita jangan sampai bejana-bejana kita itu dijilat oleh anjing serta melarang memelihara anjing, kecuali kerana diperlukan. Betapa pula kesesuaian ajaran Muhammad dengan pengetahuan moden dan ilmu perubatan yang mutakhir! Allah s.w.t. mengingatkan kita bahawa apa sahaja yang di sampaikan oleh Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. adalah wahyu daripada-Nya. Muhammad tidak berbicara yang keluar dari hawa nafsunya. Tidak lain yang dikatakan itu melainkan wahyu yang diwahyukan. (an-Najm: 3-4) - Sebarang soalan untuk ruangan Kemusykilan Agama boleh dihantar melalui e-mel ke agama@utusan.com.my atau ke Ruangan Agama, Utusan Malaysia, 46M, Jalan Lima, Off Jalan Chan Sow Lin,55200 Kuala Lumpur. Faksimile: 03-9222 4967. Is it true? all vets know the answer.

给你的一封信

我们从互不相识，来到了同一班，坐在一起，结了缘。

大家都视我们为一对好姐妹花，因为我们并肩上课，我们无话不谈，我们是大笑狂，我们有默契地一起肚子痛，一起跑厕所，我们一起读男生写来的情信，我们一起下课吃东西···
偶尔，我们会吵架。为了什么，我忘了。但一下下，又好回了。

幼稚的我不愿承认你是我的好朋友，虽然内心深处非常在乎你我的友情。
而你似乎也一样，因为别人告诉我你说佳妮并不是你的好朋友。心抽了一下。

Form3,我们不同班了。少了彼此的陪伴，我内心空虚了不少。但为了面子，还是硬着头皮假装不在乎。你也是，似乎找到了新的朋友圈，不太理我了···
拿成绩的那天，我们都考得很好，你说，你好高兴，终于又同班了。我也好高兴，因为我的好朋友回来了，她想我。 *我还记得哦～*

Form4,我们快快乐乐地度过在化学室上课的日，就像回到昔日一样，一起吃喝打闹，笑大大声，笑你睡觉流口水，笑老师，笑朋友···
过后的你，谈恋爱了。近而发生许许多多的事·· 记得吗？你在班上哭了，为了无聊傻事。而我，却把安慰的工作做的不好··· 换做是现在，我想我肯定能做的更好。对不起···

过多的玩乐，我们的成绩都不好。但是我稍微幸运，留在原本的班级。我们又分开了。

Form5，我们之间多出了一个角色。只是，她跟你同班，而我，孤零零一个人。我不开心，因为她似乎抢走了我的你。三个人一起走的下课，跟以前两个人的下课不一样， 多了一份心里的压迫感，少了一份真诚。蓄意的跟她靠近，是为了让你吃醋，让自己有一份被你珍惜的感觉。我感觉不到你的重视··· 耳边的种种话题，让我觉得你是虚伪的。这份不信任，让我们的友情亮起了红灯。我们不好了···
我在乎，但是我不愿透露，我是伤心的。我为了你哭，你不知道吧？ Mr.Oh知道。
但哭并没有改变什么，我们··就这样毕业了···

很久了，我们不再见面。原以为那个曾经是好姐妹的你已变成生命中的其中一个过客，随着时间的飘逝,默默消失了···看着你亲手做给我的生日卡，我们仅有的几张合照··我偷偷想你。

谢谢你，因为你回来了。我··
找回了以前那种感觉。

i'm.. i'm.. i'm.. so soli..

我们会非常在乎朋友的感受， 却忽略了父母的感受。


对不起爸爸，今天我的顶嘴让你伤心了。

吴老师荣休

哈哈哈～ 我退休了～
七天的教学生涯，很苦，但是获益不浅。

学会了如何控制一年级二年级的小猴子，如何上课，如何做课前功夫，如何填教学记录簿，如何处理学生成绩册，如何忍耐，如何接受小猴子的无理取闹，如何应付小猴子种种奇怪的问题··············

记忆里，又加入了全新的一页，一个从来没有过的经历。


1M 班，天真活泼的小猴子们
我是班主任哦～







5M班的漂亮妹妹


我和部分老师 - 我看起来比较像六年纪的学生吧

＝广告版＝

阿bung开blog了！

http://oktug.blogspot.com

“亲爱的妈咪，我找阿肥去了···”

除了哭，还是哭··

她终究还是停止呼吸了···
她，竟然也流泪了···

太多太多的回忆，太多太多的感触···
只能默默的回味，默默的流泪
不舍得，还是得接受。
不愿意，还是得面对。

我并不是疯了，为了一只老鼠哭得死去活来，
而是我爱她太深···

the baby who brought me loads of happiness and tears

Mao Mao Dearest
R.I.P
Dec2005 - 18th May2007,2.35pm


we love you!

叫我吴老师！

我要带BOMB!!!! 带BOMB去把2M和1M班炸掉！！！！！炸掉！！！统统炸掉！！！
气死我啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！



"老师, 我要上厕所！” 全班的共同爱好就是上厕所···
“老师, 我不可以忍嘹！” 骗的！！！！但是不给他去就哭····
“老师, 他不可以忍嘹！他肚子痛！” 人家有没有痛也关他屁事！！！！
“老师，他拿尺打我！” 打打打！最好打死去！
“老师，他玩铅笔盒！” walauuehh～他的事啦····
“老师，他骂粗话！C字头的！” C***i !!
“老师，我可以出来画月亮吗？” 给他一个人画嘹，全班都冲出来抢画月亮····
“老师，我会画大红花！” 画啦画啦··了不起啦···



最炸到的是·······

“老师，你的脸很好笑！” =.=""

我回来了～

我回来了。 六天五夜的泰国曼谷之旅一眨眼就结束了。

很好玩～ 到处都是吃的，还有好多的服装店，首饰店····
最难忘的，就是曼谷的野生动物园，大到鬼酱！超漂亮环境，超赞的动物表演···
还有满街都是的泰王照片，把金条挂在墙上卖的金店，数不清的鱼翅燕窝餐馆，满街跑的tuk-tuk，繁乱无比的交通，川流不息的人群·······

在pattaya住了两晚 － 亮丽的海滩，一流的天气，加上100％甜的椰水，爽～
戴着降落伞飞上天空，又戴了氧气帽下到海底，在海里漫步，摸摸海星珊瑚蚌壳，喂喂鱼群拍拍照··真的很新鲜很好玩～ 难忘的回忆 =)
晚上溜到红灯区，看着sexy的女郎们在桌上扭腰秀臀，顿时忽略了她们背后的辛酸·· 金发碧眼的老外满街都是，而黄皮肤的顾客却寥寥无几···
人妖秀入场卷600泰珠一个人，是高档货色，也是正派的表演。了不起的舞台布景和音响，一极棒的身材和服装打扮，吸引了来自世界各地的游客···

最后又回到了曼谷。
参与了名不虚传的水上巴刹游，特别的感受··漂在水上的一艘艘小木船，为了讨生活而载满了各种各样的货品··包包，纪念品，水果，薄饼，甚至现煮的面汤···

真的可以从这次的旅行看到泰国人对自己国家的旅游业的用心。
怪不得旅游业会是泰国第一大国家收入来源。

谢谢爸妈带我去旅行。



p/s:小猫病了。

我睡不着

我睡不着。

我胡思乱想。

好想有一台时光机，带我飞去未来···
好想先知道，未来将发生的事···

命运

有些人可以活到80岁··子孙满堂为他祝寿····
有些人却在16岁的欢乐岁月被迫离开这世界···

邻居家有位老太太去世了·· 她满足，安祥地离开。
和我同样是学校舞蹈团的学弟去世了··· 他无助，他不甘心···
他期待下一个表演，他期待他的未来···他还有好多说不完的话，想做的事···
因为他才16岁····

他曾经那么喜欢跑来我面前说一大堆的废话； 他曾经帮我整理头发，准备服装；
他曾经唱歌给我听； 他曾经陪着我们练舞，尽管他其实不必留校帮忙···

Brian弟弟一路走好。


对不起，我迟了一步·····

触电

被电触了一下。

鼻子酸酸···

看着她··
看了好久好久····

看到她老了···
看到她眼睛朦了···
看到她动作慢了···
看到她毛发少了···

我害怕失去她

第一次

今天是我第一次光顾“炫”民歌餐厅···
蜜糖牛奶很香···只是太甜了点··

今天是爸爸第一次在炫驻唱···
跟在wings常唱的一样··就是少了那种归属感，那种熟悉的感觉···
不习惯吧～

今天是我第一次真正有机会坐下来听淑燕唱歌····
真的是好听到····································！！！！
看她唱的那么轻松··· 羡慕啊～～～～

今天是第一次我看到RM100一只的乌龟···
贝壳上面有星星，但是没有什么表情的····
一百块可以买十个小猫猫·········· =p


晚安！

Days in the animal clinic.... －母猫生小猫

今天医院里来了只难产的猫咪，小猫的后半身露在母猫屁股后面，已经开始腐烂，发臭···· 但我似乎异常兴奋，不是因为兴灾乐祸,而是我将有机会看医生为猫儿接生！

医生先用手把卡在母猫屁股上的小猫尸体用力拔出来,而且没有打麻醉药，母猫乱摇乱叫，结果拔出的只是小猫的身体，头却断在母猫身体里面···而且负责抓着母猫的我手也挂彩了······但是我笑很大声！！！！！因为医生的表情太好笑了！！>.<~

在手术室里，医生把猫儿的肚子划开，拿出了母猫的整个子宫，当然还有两个成形了的胚胎...
在缝合的阶段，我把裹着胚胎的胎盘和薄膜清理干净，在眼前的，是两个手掌大的小猫咪，湿漉漉的，软绵绵的····· ····· ········活的！！！！ 小baby吃力地吸第一口气，我看到它呼吸！它呼吸！！

听到它们开始喵喵叫的那一刻，我才第一次了解新生命所带来的喜悦，真的很单纯，很美～ 今天是开心的一天！

p/s:母猫活下来了，但被结了扎！哈哈～

動物的悲歌
作詞：張雨生　作曲：張雨生

小黑與小花孿生於晨光下　也是母親心裡呵藏已久的願望
他們生來便強壯　他們歌聲正清亮　形影不離　天不怕地不怕


小黑與小花嬉遊於碧山下　追著落日餘霞浮雲微風和星光
他們開懷而歡笑　他們並沒有看到　地平線上　聳起鋼鐵爪牙
這個家園充滿芬芳的青草　春風吹過響起感激的歌謠
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
山不是他們的　花草不是他們的　生命之泉行將乾涸
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
樓宇不是他們的　道路不是他們的　只剩這首動物的悲歌


快樂的日子卻並沒有很長　萬丈高樓大廈　遮住金黃的陽光
他們才兩個月大　他們依然在玩耍　直到那天　他們找不到媽媽


小黑與小花流浪在工地旁　聽著人來人往熙熙攘攘的喧嘩
他們饑渴又疲乏　他們落拓而骯髒　形影不離　還抱一絲希望
這個家園充滿芬芳的青草　春風吹過響起感激的歌謠
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
山不是他們的　花草不是他們的　生命之泉行將乾涸
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
樓宇不是他們的　道路不是他們的　只剩這首動物的悲歌



小黑站在小花冰冷的身體旁　試著哄他叫他舔他咬他推弄他
北二高的馬路上　車行狂亂而爭吵　瞬間掩沒小黑悲悽的呼號
這個家園充滿芬芳的青草　春風吹過響起感激的歌謠
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
山不是他們的　花草不是他們的　生命之泉行將乾涸
而如今　天不是他們的　地不是他們的　他們還擁有什麼
樓宇不是他們的　道路不是他們的　只剩這首動物的悲歌

http://libai.math.ncu.edu.tw/~shann/Teach/liberal/CMW/intro-digi-img/oxxo/slide28.html
動物悲歌影音版

世上只有爸爸好

这是··第二次跟爸爸两个人驻唱。 上次还有妈妈在台下，现在只有爸爸··怪吖～

原以为他一定是不开金口的，那里懂他当天很像心情不错一下！虽然他讲很多话连我坐在他旁边都听不懂，但至少不会让人家以为台上的两个歌手很像不认识酱···还不错咯酱··

就酱啦～ 不懂要怎样结尾嘹···

义工

"义工"两個字，真的很沈重 真义工不談付出，無有悔恨 只是：一顆純潔的心、在自由的給予、自由的愛 这愛不求回抱，只怕反覆受到伤害··

Days in the animal clinic.. 3

今天医院来了只小狗···

毛茸茸的，虽然是杂种土狗，但还是蛮好看的··只是她的主人似乎不用心爱她,把她丢弃到防虐动物会所去，生病了，才把她带来医院，口口声声说他不在乎花医药费，还埋怨防虐动物会所的环境不好····

小狗的皮肤泛黄，四肢无力，分泌物不时从嘴巴鼻子直流··· 你有听过狗狗 “啊，啊” 叫的吗？ 我有。 她很无助，她很痛苦，她只能用她所剩无几的体力哀号着·· 顿时，我的心都碎了。

医生说她黄胆病末期，机会不大。 给她打了点滴，就让她的主人带着她和药回去。而她的主人竟然还跟医生要求把她留在医院让我们看管！什么嘛··当你的狗狗快死了的时候，它最需要的人就是自己的主人陪在它身边，陪着它，看着它离开··你竟然还希望自己的狗一个人死在医院里？？

不知道我是否误解了她的主人，但我真的没有在他眼中看到一丝疼惜···

Days in the animal clinic.. 2

It's the first time i'm stepping into a surgery room.... and it's a surgery room of an animal clinic..

The doctor was so surprised that i looked at her spaying a cat as if looking at my mom cooking.. She told me she almost got fainted when she first looked at a vet spaying a dog at SPCA because she's afraid of blood.. but no doubt she's doing a good job now...while doing operation can talk nonsense with the vet assistant somemore..hahaha..

I saw her castrating another cat and spaying another dog.. a rather young dog with small uterus and really tiny ovaries..

Today she spayed an overweight dalmation.. omg.. she's so fat that she looks like a spotty bear rather than a dog.. and the doctor said obesity is never good for a dog's hips..
so control ur doggie's diet if u have one okay~

p/s: A handsome Golden Retriever( my dream dog!) visited the clinic today.. and also a stylish Rottweiler =D

Days in the animal clinic.. 1

"hello.. i'm a STPM undergraduate who is currently waiting for results.. i'd like to ask if i'll be able to work in ur clinic as a volunteer so that i can gain more hand-on experience about veterinary medicine?"

After calling up the clinic several times.. repeating the same old sentence over and over again.. i finally got to get into the clinic!! =D yeahhh!!!!!

thanks to all the doctors, who are so friendly and never think that i'm a burden to them,letting me try out lots and lots of fun stuff.. nah perhaps to them it's just another boring thing to do, but to me, i'm excited with each and every one of the task! (oh pls dun get me wrong.. i think all vets wont think helping out an animal to regain its health is a boring job,they're dedicated!i can see that in their eyes! they have passion towards the job because they are trained to do it...)

Each morning, the first thing to do when i get into the clinic is to feed the dogs with their medicine inscribed by the doctor..wat i do is by wrapping up the medicine with some can dog food,roll them into a ball and give to the dog. Diff dog has diff character,some are smart, while some are rather dumb.. XD so there are diff ways to let the dogs take their medicine without fail.
feeding the cats and the rabbits with medicine doesnt work with wat i do with the canine. We use a piston instead.
Applying medication cream and spraying fungicide onto the animals' infected area looks easy but it actually doesnt coz animals wont listen when u ask them to sit properly and not to move~ =D

There's one PakCik who brought all his 4 cats to the clinic to seek for consultation the other day... and the doctor asked me to put on my gloves quickly and let me tried out measuring the cats' body temperature and weighing the cats.. feed the cats with antibiotics and deworming pills.. and i even had to clean the cats' ears and examined wat i 'korek' from the cats' ears under a microscope! Ear mites!!!! trust me, they don't look pretty.
(when pulling out the thermometer out of the cat's backside,there's shit on it! omg~ hehehe)

Geessss... i feel like i'm a vet assistant and i really enjoy everything i do! (wa so self syok!)

Thank god because i'm just so lucky to get the job! yup, no pay, but i dont mind! i really dont! =D


P/S: met jocelyn with her snowy in the clinic! how coincident!

没用的阿妹！！！！><~

是他的错吗？还是我过于冲动了？

我真的是一个欺善怕恶的小乌龟！脾气好好的，疼我的，我就敢跟他发脾气； 讲话大声的，粗声粗气的，我就不敢多讲，顶多讲两句，讲不清我就收工。

我也真是的··明知道阿bung好疼好疼自己，却控制不住” 玄之又玄臭脾气” ··
而他次次都理直气壮的，我却不敢大声一点反抗··· 气死我啦～

虽然我很生气，但还是很抱歉因为我把电话关机了····


我知道我只是个没什么了不起的歌手，就算你不稀罕我到你的餐厅工作，但请你顾虑一下我的感

真实的鬼故事·····

100% true horrifying story. Happened inMalaysia.

This is written by someone who calls him/herself "don't ask."This is a 'true' story of a youngcollegegurl who past away last month, atshah alam. her name is Priya.she washit by a lorry.i dont wanna mention the name of thecollege. She have a boy friend namedShankar. he stays in johor. both ofthem are true lovers. they always hangon the phone. u can never see herwithout her handphone.she spends 3/4 of the day talking withshankar. both of them used maxis.Priya's family knows about theirrelationship. Shankar is very closewith Priya's family. (just imaginetheir love)

Before she passed away she always toldher frens"If I pass away please burn me with myhandphone"she also said the same thing to herparents.after her death, ppl cant carry hercoffin. i was there. a lot of themtried to do so but still cant.everybody including me, had tried tocarry the coffin, the result is stillthe same.Eventually, they called theirneighbour, a "bomoh" from thailand(pak Darin), who is a fren of herfather. he took a sit and startedspeaking to himself slowly. after a fewminutes, he said"this gurl misses something here".then her frens told Darin bout herintentions to burn her with her phone.He then opened the coffin and placeher phone and SIM card inside thecasket. after that they tried to carrythe coffin. it could be moved and theycarried it into the van easily. all ofus were shocked. (can u feel the fear.i'm shaking at this moment)Priya's parents didnt inform Shankarthat Priya had passed away.(pity Shankar).

after 2 weeks Shankarcalled Priya's mom.Shankar :...."Atte, I'm coming home2day. cook something nice for me.dont tell Priya that i'm coming home2day. i wanna suprise her."her mother replied....."u come homefirst, i wanna tell u somethingvery important."after he came to shah alam, they toldhim the truth about Priya. Shankarthinks that they were playing a fool.he was laughing and said"dont try to fool me. tell Priya tocome out. i have a gift for her. plsstop this nonsense".then they show him the original deathcertificate to him. they gave him proof to make him believe.(Shankarstarted to sweat)he said... "its not true. we were spokeyesterday. she still calls me.Shankar was shaking. suddenly,shnakar's phone rang."see this is from Priya. see this..."he showed the phone to priya's family.all of them told him to answer.hetalked using the loudspeaker mode. allof them heard his conversationloud and clear. no cross lines, nohumming. it is the actual voice ofPriya & there is no way others coulduse her simcard since it is nailedinside the coffin.

they were so shocked and asked for pakdarin's help again. pak darinbrought his master (Tok Chen) to solvethis matter. he & Darin workedfor 5 hours. than they discovered onething...tok Chen was sweating. his face wasred ."i just cant believe this. it's quiteamazing" he said. " i didn't think thatthis could actuallyhappen.unbelievable!

Oh My God! Maxis is the best line,ever.we can still keep in touch evenwhen we're dead!! Talk aboutcoverage!!! Best coverage ever!!!where can i get the SIMpack?"

*soli soli··我在friendster bulletin board看到的··· XD

Sorrrrrryyy to those who thought i'm a good singer

In fact, i'm not.

Feeling real thankful because Ah Gong came. Sorry for letting u down. I should have brought u the best i could but i didnt....

Many ppl may wonder how can a simple bad-singing-day drive me crazy... "ehhHhhh她本来就唱很差嘛～gila的！”
yeah... i may not be really good in singing but i'll like myself to be good, or even get better. OK? ... soli... =.=

很显哪～ 啦啦啦～

Thanks again to ah gong and grandma... soli for the nasty 'Ai Xiao De Yan Jing'.. yeah i noe it sucks and please dun say it's not k.. i'll whack ur ass up , i will!!!!

啦啦啦～有谁想听破音的“爱笑的眼睛”可以来找我，我是wings歌手吴佳妮！ yeah!不用钱的！

For those who would like to post in comments for this bloggie, messages like “没有啦～你唱很好啊！” “好听叻，没有差啦！” “你唱歌酱好听，不要伤心！” are strictly forbidden. Tell me exactly wat u think， alright..

Thanksssss a heap!

谢谢wings的厕所也是········

应该是没有什么希望啦～

记得那天第一次在魔力唱，跟hsienyun还有Nick··

有一班人走进餐厅，应该是MMU的学生···

收到他们的一张点唱卡: xxx希望xxx小姐给他一个机会···blabla..
然后我们看下台，男的很ah beng,女的脸jiao到不行！ 不是她不美，事实上是长得不错～ 但她似乎很生气！很凶啊她的脸～ 盯着她头上的电视机，很jiao很jiao非常jiao··· 男的就面无表情，一直偷看那个女生···

我们，无言以对。
只好静静地唱几首情歌，观察他们的jiao样···

竟然还有一幕是每个朋友积聚在餐厅外面的桌子开会，留下一脸无奈的男主角，和那一脸生气的女主角···

累··· =.="

满满回忆···

这是阿肥第三次离开···只是这一次她再也不会回来了··不管她多幸运多pannai她都不可能回来了···

从宠物店把她带回来的那天，直至后来的好几个礼拜，都一直以为阿肥是男的··· 那个宠物店的笨安娣啦～ 真是的····酱都可以看错！！没有鸡鸡的就是男的呀！笨到····！（我也是蛮笨耶，竟没有察觉··〕
而阿肥一脸拽样，猫猫一直嗅嗅，一直想要跟她玩，她很hao lian不要理她··
我气气不喜番她就一直弹她的屁股·····

感情是可以培养的···慢慢的，我爱上阿肥了。 她很乖，比猫猫成熟稳重，也比猫猫聪明。我自认是个好妈妈，我疼她们，疼死她们！！！ （虽然妈咪以前讲过我比较偏心猫猫···〕

常常在学校上课都会想念家里的她们··因此我开始带她们一起去学校，我上课，她们zzZZzz... 很疯狂吧？ 她们在学校很受欢迎，大伙儿都喜番她们，还有还几个朋友因为她们而纷纷去买老鼠回家养····=.=

直到有一天，从车子走去班上的路上，阿肥不见了···

没有阿肥的四个小时···
还以为永远找不到见不到阿肥了···

早上，在打开书包的那一刻，却找不到那乖巧听话的阿肥，心里一片慌张··消息传出去，大家都忐忑不安···

赶快地带你出去找，每到一个地方都叫着阿肥的名字···你哭得不象话··天还下着雨···弄得阿bung也要哭了··我也很疼很疼她们··但我知道是凶多吉少了。 我们没有放弃，拼命的找····

皇天不负有心人，偏偏那最讨厌的声音的主人竟然是我们的恩人！！！当他讲看到阿肥下落的那一刻，他的声音是全世界最好听的！！！ 我们冲出校园，并在他讲述的地方（虽然很模糊··我们70%用猜的···〕 找到了阿肥！

Pannai的阿肥知道自己顽皮从书包掉出来了但她没有乱跑！她知道爸妈一定会来找她的··她很聪明，她跟自己讲不可以乱跑，妈咪讲会给mang Kali抓去煮kari! 怕怕！于是她用小小的头脑找了个又干又没有mang kali的龙沟盖下面等爸妈··
她慢慢吃她藏在嘴里的食物，希望可以顶久一点···她怕怕大猫来找她，她不敢往外面看就挤在龙沟的最尾端，开始想念爸妈妹妹了·······

真是奇迹！！竟被我们找到了···

好了，不要哭了··很丑···好好的保护她们，她们的存在又被你加分了····

以上为阿bung于事发当天所写···

这是阿肥第一次的失踪···第二次失踪是她不懂哪里长翅膀，竟可以从屋里跑到外面马路上去！！！也被我找回了···我们很有缘分吧？ ＝D～

p/s: 谢谢关心我的人··· guitar的人爸爸，妈咪，阿姨同学和阿公·· 我没事了！ 为她开心，因为她不再被病痛折磨···因为她曾经被爱过···她是个幸福的小胖妞～

今天她走了···

她很乖···也很安静···

她还很漂亮···只是生病了···老了·····

我是狗痴～

我是个爱狗的人！ 可以这么说是因为我不止喜欢漂亮干净的宝贝狗，也觉得所有在路上溜荡的野狗可爱··总之，就是喜番他们的样子，喜番他们的体形，喜番他们的性格···

自从小时候的我在便便的时候被一只满身是毛的大蜘蛛吓坏以后，从此一看到蜘蛛我闪都没有酱快～

自从小时候的我发现头发里藏着一只甲虫而惊惶失措以后，从此一看到昆虫我闪都没有酱快～ （除了蚂蚁··〕

由此可见，小时候所造成的阴影，长大后会持续存在···

但小时候的我曾在骑脚车时被狂狗追，走路去阿姨家的路上被两只小狗攻击，被老家家里养的大黄狗飞扑上小小的身体然后pa ling dao·············· ··· ····

现在的我却好喜欢狗狗··· 可能就是缘分吧～ 我妈并不喜欢毛茸茸的小动物，我哥外冷内热，我爸喜欢动物，但却压根儿没想过养狗···所以我爱狗的本性不可能受他们影响,但zomok我酱喜番狗叻？奇怪hor..

18岁的今天，家里来了只傻呼呼的混种狗 --- 布丁妹妹！
她没有她爸爸亮丽的黑色斑点,但她有她爸的体形！
她没有她妈妈卷卷的长发，但她有她妈的精灵可爱！

这就是我的布丁 －－－在我眼里她最可爱！ ＝D～

it's 3.43am in the morninggggg..

why m i starting to stay up so late into the night, spending my time on MSN so frequently recently?

it has been so long since i last sniffed in the midnight breeze of 3 am and keeping my fingers running frantically on the keyboard for more than 3~4 hours.. fuHhh..

My mom( ok.. i'm mentioning my real mom.. the one who brought me to this world..) said it's bad for my skin.. but i'd say, it makes my day, in someway!
thanks to stobeli bak kua ah yi and stobeli mami.. for teman-ing me... mmmm.. knowing mami ty for so long d.. nv been talking to her so much b4..ehhehe.. got lar..i mean.. not in a row lar.. feel good tho =D
and ah yi, i always thought she's elegant and she's faminine.. but one day she told me she wanna pangsai on msn... omfg... >.<~

Kambing loves to nudge ppl on msn and then end up saying nothing =.=
he's the potong-steam-king and he scolded jibai on msn to us!



....

Before entering wings.. before knowing them.. i really admired wings singers.. they're like stars..they sing so well and look just perfect the way they are( yeah that time i was only 12.. =P )..

Now i look stupid. @_@

but i still love'em! =D ehehhee...

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piece of crap!

谢谢你！！！！！

通常故事都应该有转折，而在让读者得到答案之前，一定都会有suspend（哎呀··华语叫什么pulaK!) 如果你读了我上一个blog,接着读现在这个的话，你一定会觉得我是个善变的女人，刚讲唱得不开心，现在又突然开心了！什么屁！

但，我今晚真的唱得很开心···真的真的···好久都没这么放松地在台上唱自己喜欢的歌，笑自己觉得好笑的东西 （虽然大部分都是很白痴的··@_@ ),跟顾客讲话，享受他们的掌声，享受坐在我隔壁的朋友们的歌声·····谢谢你，阿波弟弟！！！我们真的好久好久没有同台了！想当年只有我们两人驻唱的夜晚，每一晚都很开心！在加上凯翔的话lagi jialat!!!!笑到不行！！！

每每上台前的我都习惯性地给自己好大的压力，强迫自己唱到最好，强迫自己决不能再被别人弹我的歌艺··也就因为这样，歌，唱不好··心情，也不好···不开心！

一位疼我的人曾经告诉过我，“当你一踏上舞台，尽你的全力把你最好的呈献出来，尽可能享受着在台上的每一分每一秒··踏下舞台的那一刻,有人对你喊着 ：' That's the worst singing i've ever heard!' So what..我开心，我有努力，你能拿我怎样？”

我也想这样，但人家就是放不下嘛～ ！！！哈哈··

希望以后的我,上台前不再发抖，不再浑身麻痹，不再喃喃自语····
谢谢波波！！阿妹加油！！！

是我～！ ＝D

好久都没有写blog了。从以前的multiply换来blogspot，主要是看到家里的好多人都在这里，而看到大家写的点点滴滴，手也就痒起来了·· ＝P

再多一个小时就该去代妈咪的班了···不懂做么的啦··最去唱歌的心情竟然跟以前完全不一样了。以前，就算唱不好，也好开心的，恨不得不用休息，恨不得时间过慢一点··（哇！是很不要脸啦我懂！〕 现在叻··mmmm···边唱边想，walaueh做么时间酱慢过的～

知道自己这心态很不对··但却找不出原因····

或许是该花点时间，找回那个爱唱歌的自己····

哦哦～去唱歌咯～！