Friday, May 9, 2008

In the confluence of nostalgia..

Talked to Esther online today, for the first time i guess, ironically yeah, we've been staying together for the past 2 semesters and now that she's leaving, and we started to draw close to each other. It has always been nice talking to her, love the way she talks frantically and the way she gestures when she speaks. Guess I'm gonna miss this girl so badly man. My dearest 'monk' of 5th floor short wing, who always looks so stressed out but funny whenever she says hi =p
You know I've learned quite a lot from you girl. The way you want things to work out the best as they could and the way you place high expectations of yourself. I told Khai, i want to be someone like you too =)
I know you'll be reading this. So I'm gonna tell you how much you'll be missed. To be frank, I always thought you're a very self-centered person. lol seriously! as in you don't really mingle around with your neighbours, not even with cute neighbours like me and kim. hahaha but i know you've been busy and you really need to get your work done. I'm so glad that we managed to talk quite alot during the torturous mugging period before finals, from bitchy girls to block issues to chiobu (maybe a little bit about Jochen's super hot body...) to pretty clothes.
I'm so gonna miss those moments! Take good care k girl and enjoy to the fullest in Canada, which I'm sure you will =)

I think the feeling of nostalgia is contagious. Perhaps I was too anxious trying to clear my rubbish-filled room, which happened to contain so MUCH stuff way out of my imagination; perhaps I was kinda nervous to travel all the way to Senai airport alone the next day; perhaps I was just too tired. Haven't been sleeping much for the past 2 days before my econ paper, a paper that killed my brain cells more than any other papers did. lol. I didn't really feel that sad on the day I left. The feeling wasn't all that intense honestly. Only soon after I settled down in KK, turned on my msn,I realized things wouldn't be the same anymore when the next semester commences. Pop all those who've once been part of my life go. Some leaving the hall, some changing rooms, and some...has transformed into a totally different person.I think we leave behind alot of memories. The memories will remain, and I shall cherish every bit of them till the day I'm leaving KR myself. "It seems like only yesterday I moved in" reads khailut's msn nick. Never knew such creature as irritating as Mr khailut, whose legs are so skinny and hairy but could run so fast with his clutches, would feel nostalgic too. hahaha yeah still remember the moment when I first moved into D512. Happily I filled my room with so much stuff that I suffered when I had to move them all out! (Stop laughing at me Kimbolly Siew, I know you managed to pack faster than I did) Time really flies. Can't believe I'm going to be a year2 officially soon.

I've grown up so much over the year. At least I look older now. haha right right ppl? =p Thanks to those who've left beautiful footprints in my life. All of you are love. real love. muack. My 1st year will never be the same without you guys ( gosh I'm saying as though I'm command-ing! hahaha wth! p/s: for those who don't know whats command-ing: it's a show put up by the final years in hall as a gesture of appreciation and farewell to everyone else in the hall) yeah but I really think I should let you guys know how much you're treasured. and you guys have taught me to be a better person in so many ways. REALLY LAH! Don't laugh can!!!! >_<~

anyway,I'm currently having my holiday in Sabah. Supposed to feel all relaxed and have all the fun I can with my lovely cousin, ( I heart him! will talk more about him soon =) )but I'm feeling all emo here. LOL.
Alright enough of the ridiculous nostalgic feeling. Shall go and catch a nap now. Gonna have seafood for dinner tonight wohoo! Sabah is a paradise for seafood =]

xoxo.

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