I see spiderwebs and dusts. lol.

oh btw I just came back from Batam Island. It was great =)
more updates soon~

"Really glad i chose to be in ur BG! you did a fantastic job keeping the spirits up and it was obvious how much you care for the campers and us! jiayou for FWOC and take care k?"

"Ur camper got into a cab le. Don't worry k? anw, u've been really great :) pls rest well! well done girl!:) thanks for the enthusiasm and encouragement!"

"Hi. I've reached home safely. Thank you so much for care and support. Thanks mummy"

"jiani don't cry!! you will make us feel like crying too :'( Thanks alot, alot for everything. Please take care. rest well :)"

"Haha dun silly! I also learnt alot! Can't wait for FWOC la!"

"Miss sunshine!! U really wakes me up when u say 'MORNING!' on he 2nd day, so contagious! really great to have u as our BGL, thanks alot! well done~!"

"u did a great job! continue to excel for FWOC"

"Wormieeee! great job! all ur hard work has really paid off yeah. And through everything this 3 days, i can really see how sincere and passionate you are. Lub ya worm!"

"JiaNi Mommy!! we love you! You're the cutest, most hyper, most concern, most caring, highest pitch BGL around. hanks for taking care of us bunch of kids! will really miss u..."

"I've been part of many camps, and i have never seen a GL who took care of the welfare of the members to such a detailed level. Am really moved by the way you always insists to fill up the water for us, and repeatedly asking us to drink up. You really do set the standard. Thank you for everything u've done for us. Really hope this wont be thelast time seeing, hanging out or working with u! "

"promise u'll rest well too yeah? u've been fabulous :) "

...and tonnes of messages more from my fellow facils and campers and friends..
Thanks lovelies.

*emo*

CBB is finally over.

I don't know what am I feeling. It's all jumbled up. The feeling of satisfaction, the feeling of relief, the feeling of nostalgia and the feeling of emptiness..

I had a great time with my fellow facilitators and all the lovely campers. Thanks for being so supportive and helpful and enthusiastic. You guys have made SPRAGUE proud. and I'm so proud of you guys too.
I've got so much so much to say. But I don't know where to start. Or perhaps I'm too exhausted to think.

But one thing for sure,
I've been a happy BGL because I have all of you.
Thanks again for helping me to learn to grow and to achieve something that I never thought I would.

We're the best
We're the best
We're the best among the rest
We're gonna show you our POWER POWER POWER
We're the best among the rest
SPRAGUE YOU!

loves.

You start to feel a twig of sour at the nose when you see couples holding hands and whispering so sweetly into each other's ears.

You start to bite your blanket and wet your pillow to sleep whenever you want him to be there for you knowing that he's never gonna make it there for you.

You start to plan secretly in mind of bringing him to places you think he'd like, giggling in your own silly fantasy of throwing him a surprise with the most ridiculous idea.

You start to learn to be the most patient person in the world, trying your best to be as understanding and considerate as possible, just because you know he'll be so much affected if you frown.

You start to make him pretty cards and write him letters no matter how tired you are, and never ever get sick of doing it.

You start to walk into the guys' clothing section when you do shopping, hoping that he's there for you to carry your shopping bags.

You start to stone when you're in your own little world missing him with all your might,ignoring all noise and sights in the surrounding.

You start to read all his sms stored in your cell phone over and over and over and over again.




Just because you're so much in love.

To you

...I really do. =(