You start to feel a twig of sour at the nose when you see couples holding hands and whispering so sweetly into each other's ears.

You start to bite your blanket and wet your pillow to sleep whenever you want him to be there for you knowing that he's never gonna make it there for you.

You start to plan secretly in mind of bringing him to places you think he'd like, giggling in your own silly fantasy of throwing him a surprise with the most ridiculous idea.

You start to learn to be the most patient person in the world, trying your best to be as understanding and considerate as possible, just because you know he'll be so much affected if you frown.

You start to make him pretty cards and write him letters no matter how tired you are, and never ever get sick of doing it.

You start to walk into the guys' clothing section when you do shopping, hoping that he's there for you to carry your shopping bags.

You start to stone when you're in your own little world missing him with all your might,ignoring all noise and sights in the surrounding.

You start to read all his sms stored in your cell phone over and over and over and over again.




Just because you're so much in love.