stupid sudden craving for ice cream costs me $15.



Just like this!
$15 x 2.4 = RM36

omg can die. i just paid so much for extra calories.
haahahhaa
i'd seriously rather get myself a nice top or something.

fatty lionel wanted to treat. but in the end he didn't bring wallet and i ended up paying. now i'm too shy to ask him to pay me back. lol.
oh well nvm :D
thanks for sharing the love humty! loves!

BFF ♥

u're missed! (:

I am not a chocolate fanatic. neither do i have a sweet tooth.
I don't give WOWSsss and OMGOSHHH over chocolates like most girls will do because I always thought "it's just chocolate". nice and sweet, that's all i use to describe good chocolate, even to Godiva chocolate(i didn't buy it. my friend did. i don't look like somebody who would spend a bomb on chocolate do i haha)

However I was in total awe when i put a little 2cm x 3cm piece of Royce Nama chocolate into my mouth. it instantly melted inside by the heat of my body,leaving behind the unforgettable taste of the rich chocolate. Bittersweet.

The chocolate was pure bliss. The firs thing that hit my mouth was the strong, bitter cocoa powder. It coated my tongue with bitterness for a split second, setting the stage for the cold, creamy, rich chocolaty goodness that gently melted in my mouth. The texture was soooo smooth that it did not even stain any gaps between my teeth!

This is the first time tasting the so called orgasmic melt-in-your-mouth chocolaty goodness(as described by Royce fans). omg! this shows how detached i am from the high quality chocolate world. Can't wait for exam to be over and then i'll head down to Taka to get myself one :)



<3

stupid skype always makes me angsty. haiz. duno whats with the connection recently. beibei couldn't seem to hear whatever i say and i had to literally shout into the mic with my mouth sticking to the mic this morning when i talked to him! it's so frustrating! however i really shouln't have got angry. because u know why? i was so angry i off the computer immediately and left the room for exam. and then what.

I FORGOT TO BRING CALCULATOR TO EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh u know i only realized when i stepped into the exam hall??? this kinda thing nv happened to me before!!!!!! this is a paper full of calculations, it's about calculating building structures and i didnt bring my calculator to the exam hall!!!!!!!! omgggg
u know my heart stopped when i realized i didnt bring my calculator???? wahhh like seriously!
3 options came into my head like immediately( i'm very proud of myself to be able to still stay calm and not over panic):

1. Ask the lecturer to get me a calculator - which is not likely. where on earth can they can me a calculator and would they even be bothered? even if they get me one i think by the time it reaches me also 30 mins to 1 hour after the exam started. then i couldnt even start the paper can just straight away pack and go home no need do.

2. run back hall to take - which will also take me about minimum 30 mins, plus waiting time for bus and distance out to the bus stop and from bus stop to all and run into room and get and come down repeat the whole route again.

3. Call a friend to get a calculator over - which will be the most applicable one. but who to call?

I used number 1 and 3. i told the lecturer about it. though he said he'll see what he can do, apparently he didnt. he just let me leave my seat number and name thats all. i called a few girls of my floor. none of them picked up. one i think sleeping. another one, she was awake when i left for exam, guess she wasnt in her room when i called. didnt even call juri. cuz i think she will probably take 1 hour to come and then another hour to figure out where is the exam hall i'm in. haha
panicking, i called khai. didnt wan to call him at first because he will have paper in the afternoon. he should be studying.
but at that point of time i was in desperation so i called him. god bless me he's awake. i told him where m i and my seat number.
and in 15 mins, the calculator reached me.

xie tian xie di ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg can die!!!
that 15 mins i was trying to solve some simple questions with mind calculations and answer some theoretical questions. but my heart was like. gonna STOP!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

but luckily everything went well after the calculator rescue came. lol.
the paper wasn't easy. it was tough everyone said so too. but i tried my best la.
see how it goes then.
phew.

but seriously. i really owe khairul one man. i called him then i think he immediately left the hall to send the calculator to me. if not it wouldnt hav reached me so fast. and i felt seriously seriously sorryyyyyyyyyy cuz he got paper later he supposed to be studying! :(

What an exciting way to end my 1st half of exam schedule.

shit.

my body seriously seriously needs a good and long sleep right now.
it's not that i don't cater time for myself to rest. my body refused to rest at the correct time!!!
and it's so miserable to have to lie on the bed struggling to fall a sleep and to force myself awake on the desk to study.
arghhhh. can die.
exam faster finishhhh i can't wait to go out and chill! ah but before that, sleep!!!!

So anxious. and unsure about myself.

Why.

I have new babies!

actually i'm just their god mother. their real mother is a Japanese who lives few doors down the corridor. lol

Ham and cheese are two little cute hammies with totally different characters.
one thing in common is, they're both lazy. haha
oh yea and they're gays. they just can't enough of tickling each other and making so much noise whenever i turn off my room light and go to bed. thats quite annoying but recently i kinda get used to it. they have been in my room for quite some days already. it's not that their mother is out for vacation or something. It's just that their existence in my room makes me feel more alive when i study. on and off I'll just talk to them like how i talk to pudding. treating them like my own kids now. hehe.

u know i used to be so scared of dwarf hamsters. cuz they usually bite. and they just look so malicious all the time. like seriously wtf they can't look sweeter can they. oh ham and cheese don't bite. they're nice babies. ham sometimes tend to be a bit defensive that's all. Talking about looking sweet, no hamsters can look as lovely as ahfei and xiaomaomao. (in my eyes maybe lol)I still miss them. they're the sole reason why i'm not keeping hamsters anymore even though many friends and bei offered to get me hamsters before. cuz they're too good to be replaced in my heart. I have a feeling that they'll get jealous if i adopt new hamsters. afterall they're girls (:


Greedy fatty bombom!

cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!

You know i'm so proud of you my dear girl.
what a transformation (:

Still have to let you know that
I'm so glad to have known you. You're a good girl. i hope you know because i've told you so many times. hehe.

lovesss always.
xoxo

Sigh.

why am i feeling this agitated today. :/
it wasn't even like this in the afternoon.
so what do i feel now. slight throb on my temper. hungry stomach. empty heart.
eh wait. how come i don't feel tired. it's freaking 6.20am in the morning.

ok let's see how much have i done today:
3 lecture notes and revision for another few.
80% done on project.

ok lar not too bad.
still think it could have been more efficient.

jiayou. 1 more week to finals!
gonna prove myself all over again after flunking my previous sem.

sleep.

dad wants me to talk to u because he's worried u might get lonely there.

i don't talk to u because dad wants me to. i talk to u because i wanna tell u about myself. but u don't even reply. how am i suppose to talk to u.

i have exams too. but at least i care to say hi. at least i care to share whats happening around me, even if u're not interested.
and now u tell me, 'who's lonely?' it's like u're slapping me on the face asking me to go away.

can't we talk more?

Blame myself for this.

oh no i fell in love again! XD~

what more for me to say other than thank you.

i couldn't be luckier to have you with me in my life.

love always (:

You’re gone again. Again you went travelling without me and I'm so jealous of you. I have plenty of work to do and many fun dates with friends, so the week will probably go by in a daze. I’ll be fine. But I badly and madly miss you already.

“When we’re lonely, most of us can soothe ourselves by remembering the love that others have for us. This is very comforting even if these people are far away - sometimes, even if they’re no longer living. This ability is known as object constancy. Some people, however, find it difficult to evoke an image of a loved one to soothe them when they feel upset or anxious. If that person is not physically present, they don’t exist on an emotional level.”

Exactly. Just like that. Couldn’t have explained it better myself, thus the quote.

I'm good with hellos and goodbyes. i meet so many people each day and i tend to hop in and out of conversations easily. Yet i never forget how much you mean to me and what i feel for you. There is always a constant reminder behind the head telling me how much I wanna spend my life with you and that will drive me motivated to continue waiting. That's why i think i have good object constancy, like seriously.

and that object is none other than you.

i misssssssssssssssssss >_<