You’re gone again. Again you went travelling without me and I'm so jealous of you. I have plenty of work to do and many fun dates with friends, so the week will probably go by in a daze. I’ll be fine. But I badly and madly miss you already.

“When we’re lonely, most of us can soothe ourselves by remembering the love that others have for us. This is very comforting even if these people are far away - sometimes, even if they’re no longer living. This ability is known as object constancy. Some people, however, find it difficult to evoke an image of a loved one to soothe them when they feel upset or anxious. If that person is not physically present, they don’t exist on an emotional level.”

Exactly. Just like that. Couldn’t have explained it better myself, thus the quote.

I'm good with hellos and goodbyes. i meet so many people each day and i tend to hop in and out of conversations easily. Yet i never forget how much you mean to me and what i feel for you. There is always a constant reminder behind the head telling me how much I wanna spend my life with you and that will drive me motivated to continue waiting. That's why i think i have good object constancy, like seriously.

and that object is none other than you.