Traveled from Melaka to Singapore. Didnt sleep, for the first time, throughout the journey. I reckon I should write down some resolutions for this year, so that whenever I do self-reflection(if i ever do any lar hor), I'll get to see how much I've changed for the better.

1. Improve my EQ.
Work towards a stable emotion,less defensive, more listening and patience. No more yelling when I'm pissed. No more vulgarities while quarreling online :/

2. To not bitch/gossip about people so much.
ok, i admit that i have problems kicking this habit of mine, but it is something which i find the most difficult to part with. come on, gossiping and bitching are what bond my friends and i together. so, it is definitely difficult to kick this habit entirely. but i have come to realize that there is a difference between healthy bitching and unhealthy bitching. healthy bitching: bitch when necessary, and not tarnish that person’s reputation. unhealthy bitching: bitch like nobody’s business, as if you are always right, and this form of bitching ruins your reputation the most. ok i admit, i have always been performing the latter form of bitching, but i have been trying to transit to the former form of bitching, which till date is quite successful. so yep, NO MORE UNHEALTHY BITCHING!
- Credit to Sherry, one of my fav girls :)

3. More patience and love to mommy
If I can treat my friends well, why can't I treat my own mommy equally well? :/

4. Go home more often
So that I don't have to feel guilty whenever darren's back and I have to straddle between Seremban and Melaka! HAHA okay it's true but I would also love to spend more time with my family and pudding.

okayyy that's kinda all.

I'll leave "lead a humane sleeping pattern" till next year, when I m no longer a JCRC and is free from obligation to attend meetings at odd hours.