I'm so bored from mugging i can't even sit still to read for more than an hour. terrible concentration span. yikes.
I wanna go out! somebody must be laughing at me now. stop rubbing it in okay. I still love staying in my room(i must admit i'm a lazy bum. often very reluctant to go out), but right now i really need to go out and take a breather. but you're not here. :(:(

i miss our sentosa outing and dinner in Coaste cafe :) It was such a nice place with nice grilled chicken wings and drinks. It was my first dinner by the beach and It had never been better :) thank you baby!






Sometimes the best times are truly the times when we're together. :)

some people are just plain busy body.

she wants to get involved in just EVERYTHING.
and not only that, she wants like act like she knows EVERYTHING.
trying to make herself look so well-liked and so informative and popular. watever.
Stop spending so much time looking at people's msn nick and trying to korek more news to spread around, eh no, is modify the facts and spread around. =.=

I'm just so sick of u lor seriously! can get lost or not.

Been wanting to blog, but there's simply too many happenings in my life recently.... I'm so exhausted.

Happy moments come and go fast.... no matter how much we have laughed and gone bonkers together, we still have to come back to the realistic, face the music and find a solution to the tricky matters in life.
Hall production is over, all Aca performances are over, Inspire performances are over, Dance Uncensored is over, projects are over.

why is everything over when now I don't have to share my tiny room with another person anymore? Yes i know now i see a cleaner neater room everytime I enter my room, but u know somehow i miss having someone who messes up my bedsheet no matter how many times I've straightened it, someone who scatters coins all over my desk and throws his laundry everywhere around the room - on the bed, on the chair, under the table.

miss doesn't mean that I still want somebody here to give me all the headache. haha I'm rather glad that you're gone now. Not because I don't love having you around, but I know this should be the time we both settle down and do our own things. You'll be preparing your grand grand FINALS with full throttle while yup, me too, gonna bury my head into all the stupid water systems fire alarm systems and building measurement works and all the.. em.boring stuff. (man why am i doing this, like seriously!) ok shan't start bitching on this if not I'm not gonna stop. HAHA.
after all this shit I'm gonna be in baby's place! yay! :D not looking forward to the 14-hour flight tho.

anyway, I've had my last tutorial and lecture of some modules for this sem and finals is coming in 2weeks time! and then the sem's gonna end.and I'll then be a year3 undergrad. Time flies! everything passes just like then in the midst of my groans and moans about school work and of course, many of other things. (i complain alot lol) Now that I've already know alot alot of coursemates in school. Unlike in year1, forever sticking with the same group of friends and staying in my comfort zone. Doing projects with others makes me know so many people! and they're nice people, I love talking to them :) you get to know alot of things when you mingle with different people. you learn alot too. it's heartening to know that we enjoy each other's company and even plan outings for the project group. LOVES it. :D

My M&E project mates! happy facesss heeee :)


on a random note...
i miss suki sushi buffet!


..and YOU! :):):)

i miss you.

Why do i feel like dying everytime you leave.

seriously i think i need to see a psychologist.
I can't seem to control my emotion properly. I do not act according to my heart.
I know I want you to be happy but I just can't help feeling sorry for myself while honestly I don't mind if I'm the one feeling miserable.
I know I'm already the princess but I just can't help thinking that your friends and family are always placed before me while honestly I'm contented with the priority you always give. Actually I'm glad that you're a family-oriented man, and you indeed have a lot of good friends who care for you.
I know how suffocating it is to let self-pity ongoing all the time but I just can't help making myself breathless over missing you, no matter how much I convince myself about how fast 2 months will pass.
I'm going crazy!
I'm afraid one day I'll break down and let go again.
I know I definitely don't want to.
but what if, that one time, I do not act according to my heart again.

but seriously I feel like dying now.
:(

Ever since Amplitude was over, I can't help but watching our performance video and photos over and over again! :)

I think this year's Amplitude was AWESOME! It was 2 really, really good song choices that were both fun and exciting, and really closed the show with a bang. Good job guys!!! All the hard work paid off, and the audience loved it.

I was the barbie in the song originally scribed by our own aca senior, and since it's a techno medley, we were all to dress up like ahbeng and ahlians as the theme! and we had so much fun! guess deep down inside everyone secretly has been wanting to be ahlian and ahbeng for once lol.

Camwhoring session in the dressing room! (how would we miss!)

the clashing pinks!


the girls (:


the CLASSIC ahlian pose. puffy cheeks and fishy eyes.




I'm not blonde. and i'm not a bimbo.

ewww the blue stockings girlllll

the techno ahlians and ahbengs <3


All of us!

Aca Whooshhhhh!!!



camwhoring even at the backstage like 2 minutes before the performance! LOL



Performance mode!


and not forgetting, our very own KR choir! they were AWESOME! their performances will definitely cast a smile on ur face! retro costumes, i like! :D:D:D


Aca de yuko peeps! my all time favourite! :)


Your presence meant a whole lot to me! thanks for supporting us lovelies! you guys rock big time!



and of course, thanks to barbie's dearest Ken, for coming all the way down from Seremban to catch us live. Love you loads!

Of the happiest month I've ever had so far in my life.

Of the longest time we've ever spent so much time together.
GEOGRAPHICALLY together.
1 month. exactly 31days.


Please don't leave.
and leave me all alone again.