Look into the eyes of two different girls. one is single, another one is attached, but with her boyfriend half the globe away from her.
What is the similarity?
You see loneliness in their eyes.
What is the difference?
The latter is lonelier than the former.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
Traveled from Melaka to Singapore. Didnt sleep, for the first time, throughout the journey. I reckon I should write down some resolutions for this year, so that whenever I do self-reflection(if i ever do any lar hor), I'll get to see how much I've changed for the better.
1. Improve my EQ.
Work towards a stable emotion,less defensive, more listening and patience. No more yelling when I'm pissed. No more vulgarities while quarreling online :/
2. To not bitch/gossip about people so much.
ok, i admit that i have problems kicking this habit of mine, but it is something which i find the most difficult to part with. come on, gossiping and bitching are what bond my friends and i together. so, it is definitely difficult to kick this habit entirely. but i have come to realize that there is a difference between healthy bitching and unhealthy bitching. healthy bitching: bitch when necessary, and not tarnish that person’s reputation. unhealthy bitching: bitch like nobody’s business, as if you are always right, and this form of bitching ruins your reputation the most. ok i admit, i have always been performing the latter form of bitching, but i have been trying to transit to the former form of bitching, which till date is quite successful. so yep, NO MORE UNHEALTHY BITCHING!
- Credit to Sherry, one of my fav girls :)
3. More patience and love to mommy
If I can treat my friends well, why can't I treat my own mommy equally well? :/
4. Go home more often
So that I don't have to feel guilty whenever darren's back and I have to straddle between Seremban and Melaka! HAHA okay it's true but I would also love to spend more time with my family and pudding.
okayyy that's kinda all.
I'll leave "lead a humane sleeping pattern" till next year, when I m no longer a JCRC and is free from obligation to attend meetings at odd hours.
1. Improve my EQ.
Work towards a stable emotion,less defensive, more listening and patience. No more yelling when I'm pissed. No more vulgarities while quarreling online :/
2. To not bitch/gossip about people so much.
ok, i admit that i have problems kicking this habit of mine, but it is something which i find the most difficult to part with. come on, gossiping and bitching are what bond my friends and i together. so, it is definitely difficult to kick this habit entirely. but i have come to realize that there is a difference between healthy bitching and unhealthy bitching. healthy bitching: bitch when necessary, and not tarnish that person’s reputation. unhealthy bitching: bitch like nobody’s business, as if you are always right, and this form of bitching ruins your reputation the most. ok i admit, i have always been performing the latter form of bitching, but i have been trying to transit to the former form of bitching, which till date is quite successful. so yep, NO MORE UNHEALTHY BITCHING!
- Credit to Sherry, one of my fav girls :)
3. More patience and love to mommy
If I can treat my friends well, why can't I treat my own mommy equally well? :/
4. Go home more often
So that I don't have to feel guilty whenever darren's back and I have to straddle between Seremban and Melaka! HAHA okay it's true but I would also love to spend more time with my family and pudding.
okayyy that's kinda all.
I'll leave "lead a humane sleeping pattern" till next year, when I m no longer a JCRC and is free from obligation to attend meetings at odd hours.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
The time traveler's wife
Watched time traveler's wife today. I liked the concept, but I wasn't convinced. I hope it could have been more clearly explained. Or maybe I'm just too stupid to understand the movie. HAHA.
I do feel a lot for Claire though.
Because I'm kinda like a time traveler's wife too - not seeing mr.boyfriend often, not knowing when he's gonna pop by again. I'm so much luckier than Claire. At least I won't suddenly see him appearing out of nowhere, naked and shot. at least we get to talk on the phone. at least he says goodbye whenever he leaves.
Tho I don't always get to see mr. boyfriend, but everytime we meet, it is the best damn feeling ever. :)
Guess this is what makes me hang on for so long. because I know we'll pull through. Just like how Claire and Henry did.
I do feel a lot for Claire though.
Because I'm kinda like a time traveler's wife too - not seeing mr.boyfriend often, not knowing when he's gonna pop by again. I'm so much luckier than Claire. At least I won't suddenly see him appearing out of nowhere, naked and shot. at least we get to talk on the phone. at least he says goodbye whenever he leaves.
Tho I don't always get to see mr. boyfriend, but everytime we meet, it is the best damn feeling ever. :)
Guess this is what makes me hang on for so long. because I know we'll pull through. Just like how Claire and Henry did.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
[10:41:45 PM] RisoGoh says: pudding and I feel lonely.
[10:42:20 PM] RisoGoh says: she look at me ,I look at her.
[10:44:13 PM] RisoGoh says: when I talk to her,but she can't understand.
[10:47:15 PM] RisoGoh says: but luckly she always with me.She is good,really.
this will always serve as a reminder.always.
[10:42:20 PM] RisoGoh says: she look at me ,I look at her.
[10:44:13 PM] RisoGoh says: when I talk to her,but she can't understand.
[10:47:15 PM] RisoGoh says: but luckly she always with me.She is good,really.
this will always serve as a reminder.always.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
I am so proud of you
Maybe too many things have been happening that I know I've got so much to write about but do not know where to start. Instead of singing, I was reflecting on all the things I experienced in the past 3 months and the things learnt, during my shower.
Today Rizal asked me about you. and I told him you've got a job and are currently working. He said he's really really proud of you. I could feel the sincerity. really.
and that's when I realized I have yet to tell you how much I'm proud of you too.
My trip to Europe was meant to attend your graduation. Yet I've had the amazing good fortune to tour around Europe at the same time and celebrated my 21st birthday in Paris. I was too busy enjoying myself till your Big day had turned into yet just another moment of my Europe trip.
I meant to tell you how much you've made everyone proud. Your family, me, and my family too. I have not been through everything with you through out the 5 years of hardship but I certainly know you have worked really hard. Life has not been rosy, nor easy,but you face it with strength and a will to succeed.
You did it.
I am so proud of you. :)
Today Rizal asked me about you. and I told him you've got a job and are currently working. He said he's really really proud of you. I could feel the sincerity. really.
and that's when I realized I have yet to tell you how much I'm proud of you too.
My trip to Europe was meant to attend your graduation. Yet I've had the amazing good fortune to tour around Europe at the same time and celebrated my 21st birthday in Paris. I was too busy enjoying myself till your Big day had turned into yet just another moment of my Europe trip.
I meant to tell you how much you've made everyone proud. Your family, me, and my family too. I have not been through everything with you through out the 5 years of hardship but I certainly know you have worked really hard. Life has not been rosy, nor easy,but you face it with strength and a will to succeed.
You did it.
I am so proud of you. :)
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