as much as i wanna write down what exactly i'm feeling inside.. i try so hard to figure out whats seriously wrong with me.

why so easily affected?
do i really care that much?
why care since nobody cares.

i should really really stop visiting that place. the place that has been giving me so much emotion stir-ups and sad to say, mostly unhappiness. the place that has been perpetually telling me how lousy i am and how unappreciated i am.

i still think i'm not THAT lousy though.
just that i'm always not given a chance.