A thought slipped my mind.
then immediately another though shoot back.
are you crazy????

man. i'm so greedy i always want to do everything. EVERYTHING that i think i can do, i want to do. doing for the sake of self-satisfaction? or for the sake of proving my capability? i don't know. But i know whats happiness like when i'm doing certain things. that kind of throbbing excitement that passionately grows within me while indulging in things that i like.
phew. now i realized how much i actually missed flying. and how much i actually LOVED flying.

so what about swallowing my words about prioritizing Inspire now?
i don't know. but the group doesn't give me much motivation, like seriously. what are we suppose to do. guess again i won't be able to sing more as i wished this year. things are not going the way i thought they are. Maybe the best place for me will still be the music cafe. singing chinese pop that i'm comfortable with.
anyway, today was a pretty fulfilling day i suppose. Did several successful liberty haha after such a long longgggg hibernation yessss at least i'm not rusty=p
toe pitch was fun. thanks to weili and rambutan =p

oh ohhh and we had birthday celebration for wern mama with krishnan and annie.
it has been quite some time since the 3 of us gathered together! still loveeeeee you girls! (:

i tired liao. i go sleep. byebye ppl! (: