Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Guess if i drag on any longer, my memories of Vietnam trip will very soon become too vague for me to blog about it :D

well, to think about my experience in Ho Chi Minh city (HCM) Vietnam, Noisy and Dirty will be the most appropriate words that best describe my encounter that comes vividly into my mind when i thought about it. However despite the noisiness due to its very complicated and messy traffic, as well as the streets and roads that will make you frown over its unsatisfactory condition, I am impressed by the tourism industry of Vietnam built on its very brilliant mixed historical culture. It is organized, and so fully-utilized that it provides easy access to all tourists that are interested to go on day trips. Along the Pham Ngu Lao street, which is often known as the 'backpacker street', you can find a whole row of local travel agencies that offer day trip packages at reasonable prices. Prices are rather constant, and the packages offered are similar. Yet it won't harm to visit several agencies before booking your trips. Try to look for TNK travel agency. There's where we got really experienced and fun-loving tour guides :)

That's how a country with strong historical background should work - to make the tourism industry blooms and fully benefit from it. Unlike in Malacca. We're crowned with the fame of World Heritage yet you barely see swamps of Westerners around. There in Vietnam you see Angmohs everywhere. They love the place, despite it's noisiness and dirtiness like I've mentioned. They enjoy living like the locals, sitting on the little stools along the street in front of old stalls or shops, drinking Saigon beer with the locals and watching the busy streets filled with rampaging motorbikes, bicycles, and people selling newspapers, fruits, and even books, pirated, of course. Another reason might be the interference of the US Army in the country's politics during the Vietnam War that makes it a nostalgic place for many American veterans, and of course, curious young Americans. I find the place interesting too. Everywhere along the street you see stalls and shops selling all kinds of local food, paintings and handicrafts. What fascinated me the most will be the little food stalls along the street.


It is never a waste effort to learn about Vietnamese food online before your trip. I enjoyed reading the Vietnamese words written on the stalls in my own way (which is obviously not accurate) and tried to recall what I've seen online. Though very keen to try out everything I see, the poor hygiene made us think twice. Still remember me and sis were eyeing for Banh Mi(Vietnamese sandwich) from stall to stall until we found a 'safer-looking' stall with their menu written in English, using laughing cow cheese and looking clean.
We had 2 encounters with Banh Mi of different fillings - one with pig liver pate and another one merely with cheese and egg. I don't eat pig liver, but I was surprisingly okay with the pig liver pate Banh Mi whereas the others found it disgusting. They can't stand its smell! Me and sis managed to finish the whole thing though. Proud to say! :D The cheese and egg Banh Mi was more acceptable. It was nice. Thanks to internet resources that taught me how to look out for stalls that use this kind of cheese with a red laughing cow packaging. It is cream cheese and we're pretty sure it is sold in Malaysia too. So yeah, look out for the laughing cow when you're thinking of buying yourself a Banh Mi :D


See the difference? the first stall with the laughing cow cheese boxes and the second one without. They're often displayed behind the glass of the stall :)

Another significant thing you see everywhere will be the bundle of wires crisscrossing over your head when you walk along the streets. I don't know what to comment about them, i find them interesting though. and the locals seem to be very comfortable with their disturbing appearance.


The hanging wires silhouetting against the setting sun

Our first dinner in HCM city was in this noodle shop called Pho 24. I found it among the must-eat recommendations online and we were lucky enough to have it right next to our hotel in the Pham Ngu Lao street. When you tell people you're going to Vietnam, you'll always be reminded to try out their very famous Beef noodle soup. Hence there we had our first Pho Bo (Beef noodle soup) in Vietnam and I thought it was alright. I expected something more exotic than the Pho Bo that is catered to please the tourists' taste buds in a franchised restaurant. Besides that, the price was reasonably slightly higher than the roadside stalls but it's still within acceptable range.It is worth a try :)

pho24 can be found almost everywhere! The one we had our dinner was right beside Vien Dong Hotel 275A Pham Ngu Lao street, District 1, HCM.




The order comes with a platter of vege costs about 10000VD - i especially love the tau-geh!:D

More posts on my Vietnam trip coming up soon. stay tuned! :)

Friday, December 26, 2008

My christmas has been busy and happening this year. It is never disappointing to spend the festive season with the acafellas. Thanks for once again giving me a fabulous and unforgettable christmas :)





It feels good to be able to spread the love and happiness to the others on christmas! my utmost satisfactions came from the appreciative grins and applause from the audience, and of course, how closely bonded all acafellas have become after each year's of carolling session. My christmas has always been great with you guys around <3

Monday, December 22, 2008


... All i want for Christmas, is to kiss you under the mistletoe ♥

Thursday, December 18, 2008

It feels like ages since i last appeared here in my own blog :D

just got back from HCM city vietnam :D
loads to share! but not till I properly arranged all the million of photos taken.

It was a fulfilling trip I must say. Spent plenty of quality time with my family. Glad that mom enjoyed herself. I'm impressed! She's behaved like a true traveller! :D Though many tiny flaws here and there throughout the planning and the journey itself, it was a smooth one. Thanks and many love to yiessie jie. guess u should be in Aussie already by the time u read this eh? lub <3

i miss my fellow kent ridgeans back in sg, am looking forward to seeing u guys soon!

and not forgetting,
happy 10th month baby :) no matter where i go, my heart is always with u. Thanks for being part of my life for the past 18 months. love u loads! can't wait to see u in a month's time!
xoxo

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

...so exam was over. What now?

Monday, December 1, 2008

1 more to go 1 more to go!

whoooooosh!!!!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

stupid sudden craving for ice cream costs me $15.



Just like this!
$15 x 2.4 = RM36

omg can die. i just paid so much for extra calories.
haahahhaa
i'd seriously rather get myself a nice top or something.

fatty lionel wanted to treat. but in the end he didn't bring wallet and i ended up paying. now i'm too shy to ask him to pay me back. lol.
oh well nvm :D
thanks for sharing the love humty! loves!

Friday, November 28, 2008

BFF ♥

u're missed! (:

Thursday, November 27, 2008

I am not a chocolate fanatic. neither do i have a sweet tooth.
I don't give WOWSsss and OMGOSHHH over chocolates like most girls will do because I always thought "it's just chocolate". nice and sweet, that's all i use to describe good chocolate, even to Godiva chocolate(i didn't buy it. my friend did. i don't look like somebody who would spend a bomb on chocolate do i haha)

However I was in total awe when i put a little 2cm x 3cm piece of Royce Nama chocolate into my mouth. it instantly melted inside by the heat of my body,leaving behind the unforgettable taste of the rich chocolate. Bittersweet.

The chocolate was pure bliss. The firs thing that hit my mouth was the strong, bitter cocoa powder. It coated my tongue with bitterness for a split second, setting the stage for the cold, creamy, rich chocolaty goodness that gently melted in my mouth. The texture was soooo smooth that it did not even stain any gaps between my teeth!

This is the first time tasting the so called orgasmic melt-in-your-mouth chocolaty goodness(as described by Royce fans). omg! this shows how detached i am from the high quality chocolate world. Can't wait for exam to be over and then i'll head down to Taka to get myself one :)



<3

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

stupid skype always makes me angsty. haiz. duno whats with the connection recently. beibei couldn't seem to hear whatever i say and i had to literally shout into the mic with my mouth sticking to the mic this morning when i talked to him! it's so frustrating! however i really shouln't have got angry. because u know why? i was so angry i off the computer immediately and left the room for exam. and then what.

I FORGOT TO BRING CALCULATOR TO EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh u know i only realized when i stepped into the exam hall??? this kinda thing nv happened to me before!!!!!! this is a paper full of calculations, it's about calculating building structures and i didnt bring my calculator to the exam hall!!!!!!!! omgggg
u know my heart stopped when i realized i didnt bring my calculator???? wahhh like seriously!
3 options came into my head like immediately( i'm very proud of myself to be able to still stay calm and not over panic):

1. Ask the lecturer to get me a calculator - which is not likely. where on earth can they can me a calculator and would they even be bothered? even if they get me one i think by the time it reaches me also 30 mins to 1 hour after the exam started. then i couldnt even start the paper can just straight away pack and go home no need do.

2. run back hall to take - which will also take me about minimum 30 mins, plus waiting time for bus and distance out to the bus stop and from bus stop to all and run into room and get and come down repeat the whole route again.

3. Call a friend to get a calculator over - which will be the most applicable one. but who to call?

I used number 1 and 3. i told the lecturer about it. though he said he'll see what he can do, apparently he didnt. he just let me leave my seat number and name thats all. i called a few girls of my floor. none of them picked up. one i think sleeping. another one, she was awake when i left for exam, guess she wasnt in her room when i called. didnt even call juri. cuz i think she will probably take 1 hour to come and then another hour to figure out where is the exam hall i'm in. haha
panicking, i called khai. didnt wan to call him at first because he will have paper in the afternoon. he should be studying.
but at that point of time i was in desperation so i called him. god bless me he's awake. i told him where m i and my seat number.
and in 15 mins, the calculator reached me.

xie tian xie di ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg can die!!!
that 15 mins i was trying to solve some simple questions with mind calculations and answer some theoretical questions. but my heart was like. gonna STOP!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

but luckily everything went well after the calculator rescue came. lol.
the paper wasn't easy. it was tough everyone said so too. but i tried my best la.
see how it goes then.
phew.

but seriously. i really owe khairul one man. i called him then i think he immediately left the hall to send the calculator to me. if not it wouldnt hav reached me so fast. and i felt seriously seriously sorryyyyyyyyyy cuz he got paper later he supposed to be studying! :(

What an exciting way to end my 1st half of exam schedule.

Monday, November 24, 2008

shit.

my body seriously seriously needs a good and long sleep right now.
it's not that i don't cater time for myself to rest. my body refused to rest at the correct time!!!
and it's so miserable to have to lie on the bed struggling to fall a sleep and to force myself awake on the desk to study.
arghhhh. can die.
exam faster finishhhh i can't wait to go out and chill! ah but before that, sleep!!!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

So anxious. and unsure about myself.

Why.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I have new babies!

actually i'm just their god mother. their real mother is a Japanese who lives few doors down the corridor. lol

Ham and cheese are two little cute hammies with totally different characters.
one thing in common is, they're both lazy. haha
oh yea and they're gays. they just can't enough of tickling each other and making so much noise whenever i turn off my room light and go to bed. thats quite annoying but recently i kinda get used to it. they have been in my room for quite some days already. it's not that their mother is out for vacation or something. It's just that their existence in my room makes me feel more alive when i study. on and off I'll just talk to them like how i talk to pudding. treating them like my own kids now. hehe.

u know i used to be so scared of dwarf hamsters. cuz they usually bite. and they just look so malicious all the time. like seriously wtf they can't look sweeter can they. oh ham and cheese don't bite. they're nice babies. ham sometimes tend to be a bit defensive that's all. Talking about looking sweet, no hamsters can look as lovely as ahfei and xiaomaomao. (in my eyes maybe lol)I still miss them. they're the sole reason why i'm not keeping hamsters anymore even though many friends and bei offered to get me hamsters before. cuz they're too good to be replaced in my heart. I have a feeling that they'll get jealous if i adopt new hamsters. afterall they're girls (:


Greedy fatty bombom!

cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

You know i'm so proud of you my dear girl.
what a transformation (:

Still have to let you know that
I'm so glad to have known you. You're a good girl. i hope you know because i've told you so many times. hehe.

lovesss always.
xoxo
Sigh.

why am i feeling this agitated today. :/
it wasn't even like this in the afternoon.
so what do i feel now. slight throb on my temper. hungry stomach. empty heart.
eh wait. how come i don't feel tired. it's freaking 6.20am in the morning.

ok let's see how much have i done today:
3 lecture notes and revision for another few.
80% done on project.

ok lar not too bad.
still think it could have been more efficient.

jiayou. 1 more week to finals!
gonna prove myself all over again after flunking my previous sem.

sleep.

Friday, November 14, 2008

dad wants me to talk to u because he's worried u might get lonely there.

i don't talk to u because dad wants me to. i talk to u because i wanna tell u about myself. but u don't even reply. how am i suppose to talk to u.

i have exams too. but at least i care to say hi. at least i care to share whats happening around me, even if u're not interested.
and now u tell me, 'who's lonely?' it's like u're slapping me on the face asking me to go away.

can't we talk more?

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Blame myself for this.

Sunday, November 9, 2008







oh no i fell in love again! XD~

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

what more for me to say other than thank you.

i couldn't be luckier to have you with me in my life.

love always (:

Sunday, November 2, 2008

You’re gone again. Again you went travelling without me and I'm so jealous of you. I have plenty of work to do and many fun dates with friends, so the week will probably go by in a daze. I’ll be fine. But I badly and madly miss you already.

“When we’re lonely, most of us can soothe ourselves by remembering the love that others have for us. This is very comforting even if these people are far away - sometimes, even if they’re no longer living. This ability is known as object constancy. Some people, however, find it difficult to evoke an image of a loved one to soothe them when they feel upset or anxious. If that person is not physically present, they don’t exist on an emotional level.”

Exactly. Just like that. Couldn’t have explained it better myself, thus the quote.

I'm good with hellos and goodbyes. i meet so many people each day and i tend to hop in and out of conversations easily. Yet i never forget how much you mean to me and what i feel for you. There is always a constant reminder behind the head telling me how much I wanna spend my life with you and that will drive me motivated to continue waiting. That's why i think i have good object constancy, like seriously.

and that object is none other than you.


i misssssssssssssssssss >_<

Friday, October 31, 2008

i just can't help feeling.. urm.. sad everytime i think about it.

guess that's just not the place i meant to be and do well.
it's merely a place where i'll be used if i'm needed. lol.
pathetic it may sound, but yeah that's exactly what i feel.

aiyo aiyo y i so emo. so irritating >_<

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

the giant xmas tree in vivo has already been set up even though it is still about 2 months + to xmas! and i'm already in my xmassie groovy mood! (: can't wait til exams are over and we can start carolling soon!



weather's turning cold in baby's place. love him in his winter clothing! x









I was there for dinner with them! :p

Saturday, October 25, 2008

as much as i wanna write down what exactly i'm feeling inside.. i try so hard to figure out whats seriously wrong with me.

why so easily affected?
do i really care that much?
why care since nobody cares.

i should really really stop visiting that place. the place that has been giving me so much emotion stir-ups and sad to say, mostly unhappiness. the place that has been perpetually telling me how lousy i am and how unappreciated i am.

i still think i'm not THAT lousy though.
just that i'm always not given a chance.
sigh. sigh.

why ah why.

why ah why.

=(

Thursday, October 23, 2008

A thought slipped my mind.
then immediately another though shoot back.
are you crazy????

man. i'm so greedy i always want to do everything. EVERYTHING that i think i can do, i want to do. doing for the sake of self-satisfaction? or for the sake of proving my capability? i don't know. But i know whats happiness like when i'm doing certain things. that kind of throbbing excitement that passionately grows within me while indulging in things that i like.
phew. now i realized how much i actually missed flying. and how much i actually LOVED flying.

so what about swallowing my words about prioritizing Inspire now?
i don't know. but the group doesn't give me much motivation, like seriously. what are we suppose to do. guess again i won't be able to sing more as i wished this year. things are not going the way i thought they are. Maybe the best place for me will still be the music cafe. singing chinese pop that i'm comfortable with.
anyway, today was a pretty fulfilling day i suppose. Did several successful liberty haha after such a long longgggg hibernation yessss at least i'm not rusty=p
toe pitch was fun. thanks to weili and rambutan =p

oh ohhh and we had birthday celebration for wern mama with krishnan and annie.
it has been quite some time since the 3 of us gathered together! still loveeeeee you girls! (:

i tired liao. i go sleep. byebye ppl! (:

Monday, October 20, 2008


first, everything is drawn out in pencil.


trace everything out with black ink pen.


Erase off pencil mark.


nice? but not done yet! =)


colouring! back to primary school =D


niceeeee i like~~

love you baby (:

Sunday, October 19, 2008

performance tomorrow.

just wanna say, it has been fun training with u guys (:
tho not stunting at all this time, but for once i'm a dancer! lol full out hip hop dancer dun play play!
gonna miss spending time together in the dance studio babes!
let's rock the theater tomorrow!W

W-I-L-D Wild cats!!!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Projects and assignments come in by batch this semester.
I have no idea why. But i seriously seriously thought life would be easier if they give me midterms. I'm sick of struggling in the midst of deadlines. i wanna go out.

anyway. today was a good day to me, at first. cuz my law assignment has got good remarks. then got bothered by this stupid confusion about whats right and whats wrong with this minor part of my project. the bad thing is, it was already handed in. HAHA. die. too late too late.
so my moodswing comes. strikes like the relentless storm as if nobody's business. hurhur. whats new man. it always happens.
i feel like going out for a walk. to the 7-11 out there to get myself a B&J chocolate fudge heaven. but i got no money. and i don't wanna use my nets. oh my wallet is empty. pathetically filled with a few coins that is. lol.
i wanna go shopping. but i have training tomorrow. what time will it end i don't know. i wan more shoes bags and clothes. my wardrobe is still too empty =(
We're performing for highschool musical3 Asia premier on sunday. am i suppose to feel extra excited for it? how come i don't. how ah how ah. shit. nvm. but we'll get to watch for free! yesssss. i love free stuff. i'm so auntie. how how how.

ok lar should resume studying. i thought ytd was productive. what m i doing now. aiyer. angsty lah. sien. i think i'm super stressed with my CAP this sem. probably feel remorseful of my slackness last sem. big big mistake.
i wanna go SEP. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
let me go. please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeee nobody needs it more than i do. haha =p

this is an aimless entry. sorry if i've wasted ur time.
have a nice day! =))

Thursday, October 16, 2008

To-do:

1. Fix back screwed bio clock.
2. Stay focused.
3. Stop procrastinating.
4. Stop feeling angsty over silly things.
5. Learn to shut up.
6. Keep door open.
6. Eat less.
7. Sleep less.
8. Shopping!
9. Remain patient while talking to mom.
10.Smile.

Monday, October 13, 2008

The Truth Revealed (with evidence)!
In June 1998, the government of Malaysia had hired a team of experts from all over the world to be gathered here in Malaysia for a research project to compliment the history studies that we undertook in our secondary school. The objective of the research is simply:

1. To find proof and evidence that show the Malays were the origins of Malaysia and they were the first race and religion that landed their feet in Malaysia ..

2. To further strengthen their claims, first they need to find the graveyard of the Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Lekiu and etc.. to show the existence of their pioneers.

3.. The Batu bersurat in Terengganu, reveals that the Islamic religion has landed in Malaysia for more than a hundred years ago which further strengthen their claims!

BEWARE & OPEN YOUR EYES !!!
Go and ask your brother, sister, niece, nephew etc.
Since the year 1999 (if i'm not mistaken) or year 2000, do they study about HANG TUAH anymore ???
Why is that popular subject GONE ???
Missing in action ??? or evidence reveals something else that caused the government to stop the syllabus and HIDE the TRUTH ???

Here are the Evidences of the findings by the team of scientists, archaeologist, historian and other technical staff from the United States , United Kingdom , Germany , Canada , Yemen & Russia .

The evidence are:

1) They finally found the graveyard of Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, etc..., their skeleton
had been analized and samples of DNA taken with the results show : Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Lekiu and mates were NOT MALAY!!! They were CHINESE from China !!!
Why were they here in Malacca???
If go back in history, you would know that they were on a mission to protect the UNGRATEFUL MALAY Sultanate from the frequent attacks by the Kingdom of SIAM ( Thailand ) !!!

So Hang Tuah was not a Malay hero !!!
They were the protectors of the useless and ungrateful Parameswara (who was from INDONESIA ) landed in Malacca and claimed that the land belonged to him !!!
The Hang Tuah bunch of people were all from China , they were being assigned to Malacca Sultanate because Parameswara requested the Ming Dynasty Emporer for protection !!!
Hence, the rich historical heritage of the Babas & Nyonya being closely linked to the Seven Voyages to the Western Ocean by Admiral Zheng He who incidentally was a Chinese Muslim himself !

That's why the Hang Tuah series of history is MISSING from the Malaysian SEJARAH today ! ! !
Note : Remember Princess Hang Li Poh ? - All surname 'HANG'

2. Second Evidence :
The researchers hired by the government found the oldest tomb stones (graveyard) in Kelantan in year 2000. Suprisingly the tomb stones were at least 900 years old !!!
Older than the so-called batu bersurat. And the best thing was that they all belonged to the CHINESE !!!

Being landed first in Malacca doesn't mean Malay is the first in Malaysia because during that time, the road was too long or undeveloped for them to reach or see the other side of the coast where the Chinese had landed much earlier. If you want the black and white hard evidence of what the truth of the Research reveals, please write to The Federal Association of Archaeology & Research of Michigan , USA .

This is a good reason to remind the UMNO Bumiputras to STOP asking the Chinese or Indians to go back to their Motherlands because the evidence had shown that Malays were NOT the original people of Malaysia !

The Truth Revealed (with evidence) and anthropologists have yet to ascertain if there was indeed a Malay race !!?



this is interesting. pretty sure most of u should hav already read it from forwarded emails. lol. freak. don't know if it's true but feel so much for it since i was one of those who suffered memorizing all the stupid parameswara hangtuah hangjebat facts.. that wasnt the worst.. sejarah Islam definitely was the killer. Damn. even what date what day Nabi muhammad s.w.t came to melaka also we have to know ( omg how come i remember his name), which malay say what we also have to know.. sumore hav to know how to read the Islamic calendar.. haha ultimate! XD
whatever it is. whether it's the malays or the chinese who arrived in our Tanah Melayu first doesn't really matter too much to me. Just hope that our fellow malay leaders will be more sane when it comes to racial issues and practice the basic humane fairness in dealing with them, and not pulling out keris or saying things that r so childish and makes me think that chinchiayi can be one of the ministers up there. lol ok i know nothing about politics. shall shut up now =p

going off to class! byebye~

Friday, October 10, 2008









It was annie's birthday, it was mambo night again~ wohoo havoc havoc.
my camera damn good lar even manage to take photos in the club.
just came to realize that my stamina for club isn't that good. not tailored for clubbing i guess. =/ and, heels kill. they really do. don't see me smile smile in the pictures, my feet were screaming in pain down there. poor thing. =(

happy birthday annie. =) love love always. welcome to the 20's.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


i got the ToastMaster public speaking contest best speaker award today (:

happy. not because of the prize. because i didn't choose to run away. and that's what made me feel proud of myself. even before delivering my speech, i was glad enough because i was down with my formal attire and at least i was on my feet to go up onto the stage and speak. I broke the barrier. i thought it was a good first step. it was even better when the process went smooth and the audience actually liked me. Thanks for the stunning applause upon the end of my impromptu speech. phew. that was.. sweats. oh well. haha. as the tutor said, "u've got the stage, so make use of it and do whatever u want on the stage. and because u're on the stage, the audience will be willing to accept it and eventually start to like you." i don't know if i really deserve this as i totally twisted the speech question and turned it another way round. but they liked it. thanks. haha i'm glad (:

It was great to be given this opportunity to be trained under excellent toast master speakers. yet it was saddening too to see people forsaking this golden opportunity and running away from challenge. It was not only about the money spent on those who've signed up but did not turn up for the course. but it was the attitude. $500 per person, 3 professional speakers, what do you think? Have to admit that i once thought of pulling out too. thinking that, why make yourself so difficult. just skip the course, like everyone else does. i am grateful that i did not choose to do this. I've been doing this for alot of times, to alot of things, and for once i'm now gonna face the challenge right in front of me and not running away. why run away, when u're given a chance to practice and improve? ah anyway. i was kinda glad it's over. lol. and thank god it turned out alright.

it was certainly an enriching experience. at least for once, i learnt so much about public speaking, and i've been on stage, as a professional speaker. (:

Monday, October 6, 2008

feeling extra vulnerable today after u left.
i've got no idea why.
haven't been this emotional since quite some time ago. and it just happened in all of a sudden. i suddenly don't feel like talking.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

疲倦的背包它不问我是否寂寥
无奈的手表孤单地走过每一秒
阳光静悄悄街上有人拥抱我听得到
没有人知道口袋里我藏着你的味道
想见你没有你城市再炫也没意义
热闹的全都是你幻影
想见你心太急狂奔拥挤的人群里
多希望下一秒就见到你

天虽然很高思念像云笼罩我很低潮
我所有沉默如果你看得到给我拥抱
微风轻轻飘寂寞在笑声里默默喧闹
只有我知道不需要再寻找谁的依靠
想见你没有你每天生活只剩呼吸
闭上眼晃动的全都是你
想见你我的心其实从来不曾离去
这一生只想和你在一起
想见你没有你每天生活只剩呼吸
闭上眼晃动的全都是你
想见你我的心其实从来不曾离去
全世界最重要的就是你

so old school!! but so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
loves loves!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

i became to feel much much better now. compared to the past few month after FWOC came to an end. It was not the feeling of nostalgia that made me stop to smile like how i used to be. It was the weariness, and the disappointments. to alot of unfulfilled expectations. Now, i feel like i'm starting to shine again. i smile more, and i feel more loosened up now. my room door is open again. but most importantly, my heart is open again. Not seeing him doesn't drive me nuts anymore. somehow i don't tend to get angsty and furious so easily anymore. Thanks to my bunch of girlfriends. thanks for making me realized that..
life's so good, when i open up my heart once again, and have all of u to fill up all spaces in the heart. you girls are my angels (:










and of course,
my personal guardian angel (: love him~